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Sunday, April 30, 2006
MYE in 4 days time.
just woke up from my 2hrs afternoon sleep.
i guess my fever has subsided.
its proof that i cant take stress.
have started mugging on friday.
and now. i fall sick.
anyway last nite liy helped me kill me boredom and stress.
she suggested playing hexic. then i suggested checkers.
HEXIC CROWN IS MINE (((:
we played checkers from about 10 or 11 till 12.30
then i tio dc. the whole game cancel.
slept at 2am. was forced to sleep.
went church in the morning.
i was the steward with eunice this morning.
quite fun la. haha.
late for bible study.
then went to my ah ma's house for a while
almost kena knocked down again. lol.
cross without looking
got to go mug liaos.
finally completed history and science notes.
i must complete geog notes by today.
or i wont sleep (:
perfect prom princess & silver spoons. ;
Friday, April 28, 2006
had home econs presentation yesterday.
i super malu when answerin the ques
i laugh at my stupidity till my face was red
miss lesa say i blush =.='''
today is miss li's last lesson with us ):
sad la. next term is some shit dance.
dancin is bimbotic except for breakdancin (:
2.4 run postponed to next week.
went hawker eat with xue ting they all
they forced me to play the piano agn. lol.
stayed back in school with li ting
stayed in the art room and talk to miss lee and miss khoo
went home at 5.30
heavy rain. feels damn good to walk in the rain.
almost got banged down by car.
i was impatient and sprint across the road.
the car was speeding la.
almost died.
annabelle cursed the driver for almost knocking her bangala down (((:
ANNABELLE I AM JEALOUS ABOUT SOMETHING YOU POSTED ):
perfect prom princess & silver spoons. ;
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
today was kind of depressed in school la.
found out something i cant say.
during VE period. me and charlynn were waving to each other
damn funny la.
den whenever miss elina look. i will touch my hair. lol
but in the end she pointed at me and starred at me. askin me to stop
lol. damn dumb.
went to j8 with xue ting. li ting. jia qi and sharlynn.
we went to eat at food court.
liyana sms me. and i found out something
shyt me la. i am confused now.
den we went to fold stars at macs.
i went off at 4.45
gotta meet my mum at orchard.
cut my fringe. damn stupid la.
go all the way to orchard to cut my fringe.
went home with my bro and slept on the way back.
i am flooded with homework now.
gotta mug.
mid years starts next week.
i gotta buck up.
i love annabelle cause she loves me. haha. so lame
i love renee cause she sings so well that she can cheer me up (((:
do you really hate me so much?
perfect prom princess & silver spoons. ;
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
today sucks.
every tuesday sucks.
today sucks a lot
hell lot.
i sark too
firstly.. i want to tell all my friends.
think again if you want to be my friend
i am an asshole
i am an idiot.
i am DESPICABLE
i always hurt peoples feelings.
i am everythin that is bad.
and to everyone i am sorry for what i have done
i shudnt have come to amk.
neither shud i have been born into the world.
talkin about being in amk.
it brings my thoughts back to 30 dec 2005.
why didnt the phone ring.
it could change the way my life is now.
take my thoughts further back to the psle period.
why hadnt i studied for it?
just 2 more points and it would change my fate.
why cant i cry when i want to?
why do i cry when i dont want to?
anyway. i want to thank these people for trying to cheer me up
thanks cheryl and liyana for always being there for me
thanks annabelle and renee for making me laugh at macs just now
i really dont deserve anyone's care or concern.
i dont deserve anything that is good.
sorry people. i GUESS i am gg to break my promise.
esp sorry to cheryl. liyana. cassandra. su rong. wai teng.
sorry. i cant take it anymore ):
i can break down any moment.
to someone:
i am happy that you love what you are now.
very happy to know that.
perfect prom princess & silver spoons. ;
Monday, April 24, 2006
lalala. i am in love <3>
cheryl. liyana. eunike and sher min are my chosen people. heh.
i am being very lame
TOO SAD TO SOMEONE. YOU WILL NEVER BE CHOSEN ((:
today school was ok la.
a lil better den usual
the feeling of letting go feels so good la.
but it takes time to adapt (:
dont know what i saying also. haha.
today CME miss elina talked more bout stress
so we had to close our eyes all those whatever thingy
den miss elina asked who felt a stretch after opening our eyes
i felt it but i didnt raise up my hands.
so in the end she said if we felt a stretch or sth lidat.
means we are stressed.
miss elina asked me how i let out everythin inside of me
so i said i bang things.
and stupid cashmere keeps sayin i hit my bro
actually i do more than bangin things
i cry all i want and i shout all i want. hahas.
den she said normally people in all girls school or duno what
they slash their wrist blah blah blah.
as usual. all who knows. starred at me ):
EXCEPT FOR XUE TING (((((:
after CME was recess.
so i told jia qi they all not to stare at me if anythin bout cuttin
so i was kinda pissed.
den dey were crowdin arnd me all the way down. until i broke free. lol
chen lao shi got mood swings again.
scolding the whole period. lol.
pe sucks la.
my shuttle run. 11.4
sit ups 42
standin board jump 160
sarks man.
stayed back for junior show briefing after school.
went to eat lunch with li ting at hawker.
went home to slack.
never gg to shed another tear for you.
i guess they were right.
its not worth it.
perfect prom princess & silver spoons. ;
Friday, April 21, 2006
i feel soooo bored now.
cause cheryl went to liy's founders day.
so none of them is online ):
nothing much bout school today.
i got 75% for math project!
muahaha. A1 (:
chinese was ok.
chen lao shi dont have mood swings today.
but she starred at me for long long time
when i told her i didnt bring my homework.
IAP was ok la.
had to take individual photo for art.
it is so fun mocking yi xuan during art la.
i damn pek cik during music.
must sing.
after school stayed back for art.
den got what amksian idol.
go watch with annabelle.
during art. i cut myself with penknife
and i didnt know. haha
only realised when i saw blood.
so chia min beat me very hard 2 times when i suck it.
like.. whats wrong man.
i walked around the school
and talked bout my xin shi to someone.
i got so agitated dat i knock my wrist against the railings.
damn hard man.
so my wrist is injured now. so silly haha.
after that. miss lee dont let me cut le.
and she claims that she cut nicer den me
in the end i still got to cut it.
den i said the cut i dont feel anythin.
not pain de.
den miss lee go say. cut somemore lor. cut la
den i went to say. cut lor. i not scared
den she say i silly girl. haha
after cutting i went home.
i damn pissed off with some asshole.
i hate your fuckin attitude la.
why do i feel a stinging pain in my heart
when i find out something i dont wish to know bout you.
perfect prom princess & silver spoons. ;
Thursday, April 20, 2006
today skool damn fun la.
3 free periods ((((:
slept during history again.
den it was PW.
free period.
crapped with neo arthur winston they all at the back
lit was boring.
den recess.
after recess 2 free period.
miss lesa never come.
crapped again.
discuss the home econs thing with janette
den go join her winnie with my eeyor. haha.
den me and neo were lame.
we were sms-ing each other although she was just beside me (:
she was sad ):
den after that went to toilet to slack and play.
haha.
den went back to class.
english period.
i didnt bring the file.
so i didnt need to do anythin
but i kept di siao-ing jia qi. hahas
math period.
i slacked too.
my stupid quiz.
i got 3/20.
conversion i got 0. haha
after school went to mac da bao drinks den went home.
play volleyball in the rain. haha.
so song.
now got to chiong homework liao.
tmrw gg to be damn sian
double period math.
and chinese mood swings
but tmrw got IAP (:
but got to sing for music ):
perfect prom princess & silver spoons. ;
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
happy 15th birthday barry ((:
today school was ok.
kena kao pei by thiruman.
she said that she would throw my book out of the class
whatever shit la.
i pissed her off. lol.
i was laughin when she scoldin me.
english was fun.
miss elina put us into groups by numbers
my group got wen xiu. janette. jia qi. alexis. yin kiat. kyaw and me.
it was fun la.
we learn about impulsiveness.
the good and bad points..
one bad point of being impulsive is that
you might hurt others feelings.
i agree with that.
it will definately make you regret in future ):
after recess was chinese
chen lao shi reeli has mood swings nowadays man.
so stressful during chinese
our ying yong wen ge shi all wrong.
den she angry den she ask us prepare 5 pieces of gao zhi
ryte ryte the ge shi until siao.
slept during history.
damn boring la.
cashmere dropped his calculator.
den i woked up. lol
science next.
i love science.
i can always slack during that period (:
after school went to eat with xue ting. jia qi. li ting and sharlynn at the hawker.
rush like siao. =.=
went back to school for the art thingy.
i was holding a penknife wherever i went.
miss lee said i have an obsession with knives. lol.
went to macs with li ting and jia qi after the art thing at arnd 6.
crapped a lot dere. hahas.
went home after that.
rotting at the com now (:
perfect prom princess & silver spoons. ;
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
today i damn siasuey.
bad day ):
firstly. i woke up at 2am.
remembered i gotta bring cam to school.
so i set an alarm to remind myself.
i brought the cam. ya
i didnt bring home econs stuff!
i almost died explainin to my maid how to get to amkss.
i didnt know that we must bring
15cm string, ruler and protractor
thats my punishment for not listenin in class (:
so i cope the 15cam string during science lessons while doin experiment
i got my own ruler
and thank you agnes for the protractor.
i didnt bring my math textbook, notes.. homework.
heng thiruman didnt scold.
after that was chinese.
we had this ying yong wen test.
ok shyt. my fcukin dictionary caused me so much trouble
it didnt have the word i was lookin for
so i asked pear.
so she told me
chen lao shi saw.
she gave us 0.
not only us get 0 la.
she got mood swings i tink
after school i went to art room
miss lee wan to talk to us bout the art shoe design.
my group's design got chosen for junior show (:
miss lee said she wan to invest?? in our work.
but buyin synthetic leather all those for us to paste on our works.
she asked us if we were excited.
den i was there no feelings lidat.
den she go DEBORAH! haha
after that ran down to get my home econs stuff
thank god she found the way.
had home econs practical and theory
i failed theory
practical was fun.
sorry janette. you have such a useless partner [me]
so i was playing with the chicken and taking photos.
playin with the fats thingy. lol
and keep watch of the time.
after exams went macs. eat ice cream den went home
WITH PEAR AGAIN! (((:
perfect prom princess & silver spoons. ;
Monday, April 17, 2006
I WENT HOME WITH PEAR.. finally after months. we can finally take the same bus home again.. heehee.
mid years coming. cca stop liao. can do that more often.. heh.
lessons were ok la.
science i wasnt listenin.
was crapping with cashmere. lol
saboing people to do questions on the board.
so miss yeo wanted me to do.
so she said. i wan a girl. with short hair wearing specs.
so i took out my specs
and sabo-ed. HANA. muahaha.
no idea why. but her name jus came into my mind. ^^
CME we talked bout stress.
wonder why miss elina cant talk about depression
or more detailed bout stress.
den it was recess. i played with my new glasses.
jia qi they all keep asking me to wear. lol.
after recess all the shit la.
slept during chinese lessons
PE. can die man.
potato asked us to run 15 rounds.
after 15 rounds. slacked outside the hall with the rest.
i tried doin push ups. lol.
managed to do abt 7 consecutively.
went siao when doin sit ups.
but my score sucks la.
30 in one min. lol.
went for cca thingy after skool.
trgs will kill me during the hols!!
lesser time to play ):
and after cca.
I WENT HOME WIF CHIA MIN (((((((:
at the bus stop.
something interesting happened.
there was a quarrel between and old man and a lady
the lady was blockin the way.
so the old man push her and shouted
om: '' DUN BLOCK THE WAY'' *continues shouting some stuff
L:'' you push me! what if i slip and fall how? see if you still can nag! you think you old man you can do all these isit! *continues shouting like a mad lady
haha. so cool.
perfect prom princess & silver spoons. ;
Sunday, April 16, 2006
i think i sprained my neck or something
it hurts when i turn my neck.
i just finished my freakin family tree.
cant be bothered to do it well.
last night. i was talkin to liyana online.
so we talked about june holidays.
STUDY HARD AND PLAY HARD
heres a list of things i plan and wish to do during the holidays (:
-play BBALL or any ball (:
-kena influence by cheryl and liy to go mad over para para
-rot at arcades.
-movies.
-neoprints
so.. i got to start saving. lol.
MAY is coming.
MAY = mid years and
MAY also = many many people's birthday. i guess bout 10?
for the month of may. i am gg to buy 2 BLACK billabong pencil cases for people
and one of them is LIYANA!
muahaha.
save save save..
perfect prom princess & silver spoons. ;
Friday, April 14, 2006
happy good friday people.
I FINALLY FINISH CROPPING ALL THE SCORES!!
woke up at 10.30 haha.
den i did my homework and stuff
found out something again
which made me feel worse than before
went out at 12.30
went to eat lunch
and collect my specs at suntec.
i look wierd in my new specs haha.
but i not wearin it to school.
came home at 5.30
did homework and at the same time rot at the com too
i am very lost now.
i cant go on lying to myself
that i am happy
and not bothered by it
i have always been bothered bout it.
now knowing more stuff.
it breaks my heart even more.
thinkin about it.
its hard to trust anyone now.
i have to face reality.
running away just doesnt help.
sorry everyone.
i broke my promise ):
perfect prom princess & silver spoons. ;
Thursday, April 13, 2006
today skool was fine la
class painting stop liao
will resume after mid years.
sians.
had history test today
guess i am gg to fail
i had no mood to study for it at all la
english period.
miss elina had another talk with the class.
cant say whats it about.
only onefive knows. haha.
NO MATHS TODAY.
YAY!
muahaha.
was rushin thry the geog comic slip the whole time today
mus hand in by 2
den we finish on the dot by two
den we run to the staff room
damn scary sia. haha.
after skool stayed back for trg
den it was cancelled.
i didnt want to go home.
i walked and slacked around the school.
freakin bored.
den i saw cheryl the bimbo. hahas
den talked to her and look at her dance. haha
did homework at the foyer while waiting for NEO
went macs with NEO and jorinda.
si min and her fwens were there
i owe si min 7 bucks!!
ahhh!!
the feeling of being broke and in debt sarks.
haha.
i didnt feel like going home
so i studied at macs till bout 7.30
den i went home.
at macs i talked to li ting a lot about my problems and stuff la
she talked to me bout hers too.
its good to have someone to just listen to your problems
and when everything is out.
you feel so great.
but theres a lot more still bottled up.
hais.
didnt go for church service.
damn depressed today.
duno why also.
still tryin not to be bothered.
hahas.
perfect prom princess & silver spoons. ;
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
today was ok la.
daily routine.
during lessons.
we were crapping about the hana thingy still
HAHAHA walau damn funny la.
and chia min keeps laughing.
after recess was in damn bad mood la
not reeli bad mood, jus distracted and bothered
so chinese lessons sarked.
i wasnt listenin.
the rest of the lessons was ok la.
after assembly ate with xue ting and pamelyn
we talked and crapped a lot la.
sit there for very long haha.
pamelyn is retarded cause she still can laugh
when i shoot her with crushed ice thru the straw.
stayed back to do geog project after that
did not really do much
when i went up to class
dumb yi xuan was drawing some freak stuff on the board
and erasing neo's 'renfred rawks' on the board
so charlynn ask me to draw yi xuan and a pig. muahaha.
went to do class painting.
painted till bout 6.
went home.
here i am rotting at the com (:
perfect prom princess & silver spoons. ;
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
today english lesson was fun!!
muahaha.
1/5 knows why
i think i started it.
i guess. muahaha
i am too observant.
i laughed till i cried la. lol.
crapped a lot during eng with cashmere and chia min and the others arnd. lol
after english lessons. i wanted go toilet.
den miss elina actually dun let de.
cause jia qi and xue ting go also
so i went to talk crap go say
me: go wash my eyes la. itchy
elina: you got sore eyes isit? got sore eyes dun come to skool arh
me: dun hav la. jus got sth inside my eyes la
elina: go
cant believe it. she actually believed me
crapped during chinese too.
stupid yi xuan. keeps arguing with me
and distracting me when i tryin to listen
i am so innocent and guai la
den she keeps talking.
so.. kena caught by chen lao shi.
mus stand.. and read some stuff.
haha.
I PASS MY SCIENCE TEST! YAY!
improved too ((((:
got an A2 (:
miss yeo gave me 2 merit points
after skool. i didnt want to go home
so i walked around the skool like an asshole
den i saw cassandra
so i suggested teachin her to play piano
so we play play play
my fingerin is damn siao. haha.
den i went home.
todays nice (:
i am still tryin not to be bothered by what happened. haha.
perfect prom princess & silver spoons. ;
Monday, April 10, 2006
today is ok.
i am trying not be bothered or distracted by what has happened
gotta concentrate for mid years. (:
done quite well for chinese test.
39.5/50.
i miss by half mark to get 2 merit points
in the end i got 1 for consistency. (:
currently still obsessed with my pod
but my mum doesnt allow me to upload songs into it
or fiddle with it
or have anythin to do with it
until my history test finish ):
swimming lessons was fun today
i jus played and talked to si min
was quite moody after she said something
after swimming went back to skool for trg
jiao lian taught u how to smack ball today.
slacked sometime during trg
talked to cassandra
den went back to trg
den came down agn
saw cassandra they all playin vball
so i went down to join them
my senior came along
cassandra's acting skills very good
and fake cry till i kena jag 2 times.
mebbe its not that good.
it jus that i am dumb (:
den eunice and her fwen came
den she played wif us
chen lao shi came
blah blah blah
kena caught for not tucking shirt
went up that time.
miss wong was briefing them about some shyt stuff
so i missed it.
who cares
went home after that.
still mugging for the history test.
after mugging for 3 days..
i am still gettin no where.
hahas. thats what an IDIOT i am (:
but i am nice. lol
i told wai teng that i would be her chu qi tong
cause i dun mind her scoldin me anythin.
muahaha
perfect prom princess & silver spoons. ;
Sunday, April 09, 2006
you know what.
i will never hate you.
even though after all these that has happened
you will still be my fwen
although i know you hate me to the core.
you curse me to die or anythin
i will never hate you.
i cut my wrist.
it wasnt to get your attention or care.
i was just fustrated. and depressed
i didnt mean to dao you that day.
you said wo hen fan
so i didnt want to make things worst and leave you alone
ya. you are right.
something was wrong wif me
but it wasnt intentional
it wasnt.
i didnt mean it
ya.
i know. i will regret.
i regretted after i dao-ed you that day.
i regretted ever since that day i typed those shyt in my blog.
but everythin wasnt intentional
i doubt you will believe me.
this friendship means alot to me.
i am not goin to give up although you are givin up once and for all
hoping that time will change everything
but i know it will never happen.
cause i made you very irritated and bek cik wif me
you can laugh after lookin at this post for my childish thinking or what.
but this is the truth
perfect prom princess & silver spoons. ;
this morning went to church.
was hyper during junior church
cause the topic was about friends
went to eat lunch after church
came home.
mugged for history test.
and i am still mugging
i hate history.
such a boring subject.
wad has the shang dynasty have to do with me sia
so much memorisin to do
obviously i dont have the mood to study
bothered by the same thing
(some people know)
how i wish i can go back to the past la
it sarks so freakin much now
i will always be bothered by the same thing
i am looking foward to the day this misunderstanding is cleared
but it seems like it will never be cleared
anw. i was at fault.
everythin was my fault
i hate my damn ass attitude.
i've got attitude problem
last year i looked foward to going to skool
now i hate both coming home and going to skool
i regretted a lil for throwing my penknife away
i kind of agree with liyana that cutting doesnt solve any problem
it knocked some sense into my childish mind
argh. i am talking so much crap.
gtg mug for the fcukin hist test
perfect prom princess & silver spoons. ;
Saturday, April 08, 2006
today was ok.
i am still obsessed over my pod
everyone says i am wierd. lol
damn happy this afternoon when i saw sth.
haha. shall not say it out.
ask me and mayb i will tel you.
tuition in the morning
my tuition tr talked so much shyt
and i wasnt listening
piano in the afternoon
boring la.
came home. mug for the dumb history test.
history sarks. you have to rmb so many ars stuff.
BIG NEWS
I THREW AWAY MY PENKNIFE AS INSTRUCTED BY WAI TENG
so no more penknife = no more cutting
perfect prom princess & silver spoons. ;
Friday, April 07, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAI TENG!
haha. i am happy today.
den during the CAP art
did the shoe design presentation
miss lee said i need counselling
damn shocked la when she said that. haha
had oral today.
dun reeli care la.
fail den fail la.
i not in the mood to care bout anythin
den actually go the student counsellor the investiture.
den like damn sian lidat
and also because of something else
so when the teacher not looking
i zhao out of the hall.
went to stadium to see kcp sports day
i finally met liyana!!!!!!
after 3 months and 4 days. haha.
saw grace too.
and many other people haha.
liyana took part in the novelty race.
i didnt play. lol.
cause i didnt want to. muahaha!
and the teachers cant force me
cause i am too innocent (:
i am liyana's number one cheerleader! =.=
den we went to sit with the juniors
sat there to cope tibits.lol
went j8 after the sports day.
no time to play bball.
no money to play funland
no neoprints with cheryl and liy ):
sad la. i didnt see cheryl ):
borrowed damn a lot of money
for cheryl's bdae present
and this eeyor keychain.
the eeyor is useless la.
it didnt help me la
and i thought it would
and i was so crazy to Q 5-10 mins for it.
shyt
reached home at 6.30.
stupid bus so crowded.
I FINALLY GOT MY NANO!!
it matches the new blogskin. haha
to wai teng:
i dun lyk that girl.
i dun even know her.
and.. i am INNOCENT!
p.s i am damn pissed of with someone.
you think its damn fun la
you got no reason to do that. do for what?!
you mad isit.
F you la
perfect prom princess & silver spoons. ;
Thursday, April 06, 2006
back from st nicks dere
that skool is freakin big la.
i walked from the 76 bus stop dere past the primary skool dere
den walk to st nicks dere and wait for wai teng.
not as bad as i thought la
no need walk so long way la
and i was smart to figure out how to get there on my own (:
er.. wai teng i hope u like the present.
after i gave her the present i felt damn shyt la
its lyk i cnt make stuff for nuts.
but i made for her a bottle of stars.
ok. so i shall not give ppl present that i make on my own.
haha (:
i am rotting at home now. freaking bored
I AM JEALOUS! argh
perfect prom princess & silver spoons. ;
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
today was suppose to be fine de
until after skool.
i was pissed off
yepps. damn pissed off.
my fone was in my hands
i was clenching my fist tgt wif it
and my damn screen cracked a bit.
anw today skool is boring.
got a demerit point for not doin homework
who cares la.
skool ended at 12.30 today.
cause of some lame emergency exercise.
was sms-in all the while wif liy and cheryl
haha 3 of us sms-ing each other that tyme.
goin to st nicks to find wai teng ltr.
bye
its dumb of me to be jealous.
it just hurts me more.
perfect prom princess & silver spoons. ;
argh. i am pissed off with myself.
i hate myself.
i am lying to myself
lying to everyone
saying that i have changed and all the shyt
changed. no longer the one i used to be.
actually. i didnt change at all.
i cant act like i dont care or wad shyt la
i cant act like i am heartless or some cold blooded ass
inside me i still care.
hais.
i hate myself.
its so hard.
i wan the past bak
perfect prom princess & silver spoons. ;
today was good la
not exceptionally good or what la
i am still adapting. haha
lessons are boring as usual.
all the shyt den recess.
heh. i cheat wif neo as usual
walk one round only
den went to eat a lil and drink
den went to change bak to uni
chen lao shi nv come agn
ssrp agn.
sianss. i suggested gg library since the chinese room was locked
den everyone agreed but all dun dare go.
when we were about to go
germaine came wif the key. damn it
anyways. i was crapping during ssrp
and slept for a while also.
nothing much after that
we had this talk during the assembly period.
its about problems all those
quite boring la.
but some parts i interested la.
den when dat lady go say
blah blah blah people tend to hurt themselves
den jiaqi dey all go look at me.
argh. i dun cut liao la.
i promised cheryl liyana and cassandra
to try to be happy and try never to hurt myself ever again
after skool went to eat macs wif jiaqi pear hannah wei ting and brenda.
miss lee came in after that den i asked her
wads ur friendster i cnt find
den she grinned and twist her fingers (:
den walked to bus stop wif jia qi
played volleyball when i got home.
everythin seems to have went right for me
(:
perfect prom princess & silver spoons. ;
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
today is a totally different day.
it didnt turn out as bad as i thought it would
everything was different la.
i finally found my kelly clarkson cd after searching for it for 2-3wks
i was almost late for skool today.
7.18 reach.
science test was easy.
but i lost 5 marks already. not so bad la
pass can already xD
IT lessons i was hyper. heehee
because..
nth much until chinese lessons
chen lao shi nv come
but still got test ):
the test was easy la
got 1hr30mins to do
i 30 mins finish liao.
spend the remaining time lookin arnd the class
den sleep.
after skool went jubilee popular
buy container for wt bdae pressie and wrapping paper
walk in the rain.
forgotten all bout the wrapping paper
den just walk
the wrapping paper got wet.
went bak to buy another one.
i am sick now.
how stupid of me
anw skool sarks.
thats all.
i still hate that bytch posted at the bottom of ytd's post
shyt you.
i regretted for not giving you some space
i regretted not trusting you,
i should have
but yet. its too late.
its dead.
perfect prom princess & silver spoons. ;
Monday, April 03, 2006
today sarks.
bad day.
and forever it will be like this.
sorry i keep pestering you and made you feel irritated.
sorry for those shyt i typed in my blog the other day.
thanks for the friendship you gave me the past few months.
i am sorry.
today sarks.
ya.
from the start till the end of the day.
my whole life is goin to change.
good or bad.
i dont know.
today i cut myself in class with penknife.
got caught by miss elina.
shyt man.
the con was like this
E: what are you doing to yourself?
me: nth .. [with the bo chap look]
E: why you cut yourself?
me: fun
E: keep the penknife. it is hazardous. dont play wif it.
me: [keeps the penknife]
heng she never like question me further or send me for counselling
heng man.
or else i am gg to be so dead.
had trg today.
quite sian la.
nth much.
jus lyk every normal day.
jus that something sarked today
to some bytch:
congrats. you won.
you happy now.
now that i am in this state.
you must be rejoycing.
wad kind of shyt friend are you.
to think you act so close to me
but you know what.
you are nothin but a fuckin
boot lickin asshole brainless
proud fucker.
er..the two people i mentioned in this post are 2 different ppl.
perfect prom princess & silver spoons. ;
Sunday, April 02, 2006
i was hyper today. very hyper durin jr church. muahaha
TRICIA I AM GUAI!!!
den after church went to jalan at suntec.
went to marina dere.
ate carls jr.
it sarks.
i got myself a new pair of specs.
my bro got one too.
and we are mad.
he chose white.
i chose white and black. haha
so stupid.
i took freakin long to choose la.
after tryin 16 pairs i tink. i finally chose one after i tink 30mins to an hour
went to look for my table tennis bat after that.
cnt find.
so i went home. and i am here blogging.
i am still tryin to forget what has happened.
but i doubt i ever will.
shyt.
perfect prom princess & silver spoons. ;
Saturday, April 01, 2006
in life we have many friends.
but how many are there with you no matter wad.
these people are true friends.
they cheer u up when you are sad.
they give you advice on what to do.
they are sad when you hurt yourself.
when you are happy.
they are there to share your happiness
maybe add on to it to.
when you are depressed and reeli need someone to talk to
just when they talk to you.
you feel like there is someone who cares in the world
and you are not living in solitary.
you have this sense of security.
thank you cheryl, liyana, eunike, wanyun, cassandra and.. liko
for being there for me.
sorry liko.
perfect prom princess & silver spoons. ;
<3