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Friday, March 31, 2006

today i didnt have the mood to do anythin.
had tuition in the morning.
i couldnt concentrate.
came home. dun feel like eating.
did my homework.
all my answers wrong.
shyt. i am so distracted.
i didnt do theory homework
but my teacher didnt care.
neither do i

after piano. went to j8
FINALLY i go j8 after duno how long man
once i step into j8.
all the memories.. ahh!!
the last tyme i been there was 3rd jan. den i met cheryl and eunike dere.
smsed cheryl and liy when i was dere
cheryl wanted to meet me. but cause i was wif my parents
nvm. haha. den so wasted
liy was at cc playin bball.
): never got to meet them
bought pasta mania's pizza for dinner.
went home

i think i am gg to get new specs tomm and maybe my nano too.
but i doubt so
i dun believe my parents as usual.

i dont know whether to feel happy bout it
or to feel sad bout it.
confused.
my life is so dead

SORRY

perfect prom princess & silver spoons. ;

SORRY.
ITS ALL MU FAULT.
SORRY BOUT MY STUPID ATTITUDE.
SORRY BOUT MY FUCKED UP ATTITUDE.
SORRY.
I REELI REELI AM SORRY.
BUT I DOUBT MY SORRY WILL MEND EVERYTHIN.
SORRY.
SORRY I THOUGHT THAT WAY.
SORRY FOR EVERYTHING.
SORRY.
SORRY THAT I SARK
SORRY THAT I LIED.
SORRY

perfect prom princess & silver spoons. ;

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

bad day again today.
life is starting to sark agn.
today stayed back to help with the class painting thingy.
fun to paint la.
hmm. tink that 1/5 is not such a bad class after all la
most of them are nice.

to liko
i am sorry about my fucked up attitude the past few days.
reeli sorry.

to some bytch
fuck off and stop tokin nonsense crap or shyt to me
cause u noe why.
i dun give a blardy fuckin damn abt wad you say.

the thought is coming thru.
IT WILL AND I AM SURE.

perfect prom princess & silver spoons. ;

Friday, March 24, 2006

today was ok la.
had normal lessons all those.

MY DAN DAN WON FIRST PRIZE FOR THE ZHAN LAN HUI!!
heehee. thanks to all who supported my dan dan. (:
chen lao shi gave me a 5 bucks popular voucher. hahas
then it was recess. run lyk siao agn.
den CAP. i went mad during art. due to stupid colouring and sharpenin the stupid colour pencil.
after skool. we had to go back to class.
to kena scolding by miss elina. for cheerin when the announcement made tt she didnt come.
sians.
den i went home. change. go out wif my parents.
EAT ICE CREAM! ((((:
haha. den go walk walk.
i saw this and 1 shoe. damn cool la. den now got discount. 80 plus nia.
so damn cheap la. [ for a bball shoe ]
i wan to buy. wan to buy!!
den i tried some new specs.
i tink my mum is gonna get another pair for me.
haha.
in between all these shyt i do.
i have been thinkin abt some stuff.
negative stuff.
hope they will not come thru.

lets hope that what i thought of will not come thru.
if it ever happens. my whole life will change.

perfect prom princess & silver spoons. ;

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

today was a very depressing day.
since recess. i saw an sms from my cousin.
saying that jana died this morning. 5.27 =(
although i have not played wif jana for a long tyme.
she was a good dog.
i cried when i saw the msg.
during recess we were suppose to run 3 rounds.
i ran all the way wif tears in my eyes.
i acted as nth has happened and put on a brave front in skool later on.

I LOVE YOU ALWAYS JANA.
rest in peace

perfect prom princess & silver spoons. ;

Monday, March 20, 2006

today is fun.
happy over sad. haha. duno what i talking about also.
first day of term 2.
i dirtied miss elina's hands cause
she checked my eng portfolio cover.
and it is very last minute work
so i coloured the whole paper wif black crayon.
muahaha.
I HATE MY NEW SITTING ARRANGEMENT. ARGH
the sitting arrangement is so dumb.
i prayed dat i wun sit wif stupid andy.
and said i would die if i ever sit wif him
den i reeli sit wif him.
and worst i sat one row infront of where i usually sit
it is right infront. and now i cnt sms in class.
FREAK LA.

i didnt go for swimming today.
we were suppose to ryte what we learn from the lesson
its so stupid la.
cause si min wanted go toilet. so i followed her.
i mus show potato wdv i hav written. den i haven ryte
so i kena scolded. den after i wrote sth.
he nagged. explainly some long winded shyt.
and suddenly he said. deborah naughty arh. i call your mum den you know
lyk wtf i do la. shyt him. faggot la.

den after swimmin i went back to skool wif liko (:
den we ate in skool.
i eat very slow. and drank a lot.
she went to prac shooting.
i went for trg.
and i came down to play shooting after a few mins.
anw my trg i alwaes slack.
den after she finish shooting.
she came up to the hall there.
haha. she look at me play table tennis.
i sark (:
den played wif her ''table tennis'' on the floor =.=''
damn fun la. i was high.
she wait for me after trg.
den we played piano.
shes pro.
PRO!!
and i sark. for a grade 5 gg on to 6 student.
liko waited wif my for my dad to come.
which was freakin late.(guilty) =(

after all todays a good day (:
and my life very colourful now (:

perfect prom princess & silver spoons. ;

Saturday, March 18, 2006

you never gave me a chance. i tried. i'm sorry

perfect prom princess & silver spoons. ;

Friday, March 17, 2006

it is freakin long before i start to blog again.
i jus feel like bloggin. maybe cause so many people got blog now
and it is not so sian. haha.
i am under depression. lalala
i miss primary skool
and i miss the fwens dere.
amk is not so bad, jus that there is someone cold blooded dere. makes me feel so..

i have changed so much now.

i am now in amkss.
i am in 1/5
i am seperated from all my besties.
i am sufferin from depression
i am more mature now ^^
i am BANGALA now ^^

my life changed a lot can liao la.

stupid holiday. so many homework.
wad kind of holiday is this.

i am tired...
stop here.

BANGALA

perfect prom princess & silver spoons. ;

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