past

2007-05-11T09:13:00.000-07:00

continued blogging at http://dontufakeit.blogspot.com/

but this blog shall stay,
shall blog here again when blogger isnt that screwed.

2007-04-30T10:03:00.000-07:00

most probably going on hiatus

its 130am noww
finally found a little motivation and the drive in me after starring at the screen for an hour or so.
6days left. so much to do but so little time
BUT STILL, i'd make the best outta it.
JIAYOU!

:D

2007-04-30T08:08:00.001-07:00

i need motivation...

2007-04-30T07:04:00.000-07:00

today sucks. the day's happenings damn spoiler plus i swinged like some asshole.

10/15 for the damn lit essay.
learnt not to put my hopes too high for anything. it hurts when they come crashing down on you.
thought that goh lye hock period would be better. who knows my phone got confiscated
thank you guo min for getting the phone back for me and sorry for getting yourself into trouble too. i owe you one.
thank you wen xiu and pear for the letter & janette for always putting up with my swings
and everyone else for your concern :D

some change of plans after school. got a lil pissed but was finee after watching the guy's match.
to the market and report to mdm tong again.
guess you would never expect this but she's quite nice actually and comical too. so she had some chat with us and homed with chia min.
slept.

2007-04-29T06:33:00.000-07:00

what the fuck am i doing at the com when the dance floor is showing?
thanks to my fucking parents making a big fuss out of the damn shit mye coming i'm ban from watching the damn finals. thanks for spoiling my day ah suckers.
dont blame me for being out the whole day when it is you suckers who made me go out for stupid lunch and enrol me for fucking piano lessons. so stfu.
stop using your damn authority cause one day i am going to pwnz you.
damn

2007-04-28T08:04:00.000-07:00

those times when we used to be so pure and innocent.
those days when we used to trouble free
the past that no longer can be revived
no longer the one...

i'dgostargazingwithyou

2007-04-28T05:43:00.000-07:00

photos since dont know when.

our special place :D

diabetes!

MIGHTY BEANS!

our names given to tong.

LEGEND! hanging around outside hub

off to meet tong

still talking in office

10minutes later Zzz

sakae!

40 over plates :0

the only green plate (hidden meaning)

double decker 86 :D

2007-04-28T05:04:00.000-07:00

nothing great bout today but only the fact that i'm not feeling well.
just puked and running a fever.
now i feel empty. really empty
i should just die.

'cosidontmeananythingtoyouanylonger.

2007-04-27T06:26:00.000-07:00

Over You - Chris Daughtry

Now that it's all said and done
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I felt as if i was in way too deep
Guess I let you get the best of me

Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I'm finally getting better
Now I'm picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you

You took a hammer to these walls
Dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say
And when you slammed the front door shut
A lot of others opened up
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me

Well, I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time ago
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I'm finally getting better
Now I'm picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you.

I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time ago
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you

And I never saw it coming
I should have started running
I'm finally getting better
Now i'm picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
And i got over you
And i got over you
And i got over you

The day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you.

2007-04-27T05:31:00.000-07:00

cos the one you've known all these while, was someone who you thought seemed to be.
but you've never understood what truly was going on inside.
the thoughts racing through and the feelings deep inside.
no you dont...

'' sometimes fate just cant stop meddling ''

2007-04-27T05:01:00.000-07:00

time to get into the study mode. i've just started to feeeeel a little sense of urgency. i'd try to give in my all these remaining days. at least i dare said i tried and not slack.

another daily routine.
my stomach like having war inside lohh. felt weird for almost the whole day o.O
late to meet the usuals. went to report to tong again.
stoned in class & __ talked to us saying we seem really messed up.
senseless quarrel during geog. sorry waiyen anways.
rushed to junction 8 with belle and jan to get cashmere's bag and back to school for drama
cabbed to amk library after that with the usuals to study.
the practice paper mrs thiruman gave us seriously was a killer man. if MYE paper's gna be like that i'd seriously die.
due to those questions, we gave up. study date.. UNSUCCESSFUL ):

went over to KFC to makan.
talked about people and their changes. seriously aaaalot of people change man. of course we point out our own changes too.
then we parted.
i'm tireeeed.
photos over the weekends.

2007-04-26T03:23:00.000-07:00

although these two days are very suey or whaat but!
spending time with the usuals seriously makes my day :D

25042007
happy birthday faris (table partner) :D
cant really remember what i did in school but it was boring Zzz
just remembered i pushed in another stick xD
when cashmere came back from his match and belle from consultation, things started to get really fun.
we learn the ' f language ' & played games with forfeits.
it was super hillarious and crazy la. i had to say ' i love you ' to the cleaner auntie =X
went to 202 to eat with bellebelle after that. walked to bus stop with her
rained like crazy. walked in the rain and my adidas was wet ):

26042007
today really sucked but the usuals made my day :D
so all of us came to school by 7 to check our attire and stuff before going to see tong together. we waited for tong like 10-15 or even 20minutes Zzz
went back to class and informed everyone to tuck in.
ended up got kaopei by some teacher Zzz wtf.
tong came up and blahblah. after she left, the 4 of us must stand as it was ___'s turn to kaopei us.
she seriously shoot us la. wtf. rotten apples. yaya. anything
the rest of the day was better loh.
after school we had to report to tong again but we cant find her. end up cashmere got called by thiruman for consultation. there goes wild hogs >:l
so we stayed with cashmere and went for consul for him and to junction 8 after that.
yay! buffet at sakae with the usuals. thanks cashmere for the treat :D
we eat till want to die manz. bought my sticks and homeed.

studying starts from tomorrow. jiaaayou!
movie marathon after mye. <3

PHOTOS REAAALLLY SOON xD

2007-04-25T04:24:00.000-07:00

love you all <3

i dont know what to do without you all man

2007-04-24T03:16:00.000-07:00

today is a sueyyyyy day >:l
muscle ache like siaaoz! cant cough cant laugh -.-

science! 19/25. first time la! but easy paper maah.
never listen during science at all la.keep trying to enlarge earhole.
i think i got alot of people obsessed with piercing xD
last night just opened my 3/4 closing hole and it hurt like fuck. today i tried squeezing another stick in =.= finally squeezed it in after sometime and my ear was fred
so i wasnt attentive in class for the entire day. i just plaaaayed with my ear sticks/ears. LOL.
went 202 for lunch again. shared wanton mee with bellebelle. janette blanja me milo beng :DD
went over to the street soccer court again. lol. watched the guys play first then played after awhile. tio whack by the bola many times la Zzz
started to swingswing then stopped. went to hub again with the usuals <3
derrick blanja oreo strawberry! :D
SAW MY LEGEND AGAIN! saw him yesterday too btw xD
the trip home seriously sucked. dont wanna talk bout it...

AIM FOR LOLLIPOP STICK XD

2007-04-23T05:14:00.000-07:00

i love today <3
very high in the morning. kept playing the spiderman thing xD
mr tok announced that i in potato's group for 5item, i sensed shitz happening alr.
passed all five items but not really happy.
he made me run shuttle run thrice before taking my time for the fourth one. wtf la. so tired out by then alr >:l
all other periods were so slaaack.
goh period zee bez. hoho. running around class screaming blahblah.
202 after school with the usuals :D
hub with char and janette to eat ice kachang. then back to school.
the feeling of going back all the way to school and tio pangseh sucks la. fuck

but still stayed. crapped with the usuals for quite long :D
decided to go sweet talk after awhile. went down laughing at cold jokes WHEN!
tong eh lecturing uniform group. then come kaopei us also for uniform and blahblah. must report to her every morning Zzz. she kp that time buey tahan loh. keep um chio and must control not to laugh -.-
heeeee. yi qi bei fa. hen hao wan xD
sweet talk at hub again and homeeee.
whee! <3 bellebelle janette cashmere mingming & shermin. always make my days so haaappy :D

/ps. photos another day :D

2007-04-22T09:51:00.000-07:00

forever love - wang lee hom

2007-04-20T02:50:00.000-07:00

dammmn. MYE is like friggin startin in two weeks time and i've not adjusted myself into daa mugging modesz >:l

lessons were finee today.
IAP was hillarious. non-stop laughters.
just rot through art. finally! my mask is completed. its squashed now ):
had a funny conversation with mrsthiruman during math.
i should really find out more about my parents maaan. i seriously sounded like a failure child.
history was coooool. computer lab and we just went crazy :D
before goin up, walked to bellebelle's class and saw her almost tearing. found out choconut got confiscated )):
told cashmere and we went pass and kaopei the teacher, but turned out it was the wrong teacher -.-
and schoool's over !
whee. lighters are <3.

bachormee never open today. wasted trip to the market.
headed over to the street soccer court after with the usuals and played, slacked.
amk hub after, ate, played. homeed.
gna slp. ttfn

thegameoflife

2007-04-19T05:12:00.000-07:00

failure failure failure

sucks man. i fail in every area of my damn life man.
just a simple plan for revision i cant follow. what the fuck is wrong with me.
why cant i have that damn self control in me.
just thought about the past just now. so many things have changed.
how i attitude those that truly care
how i drifted from many ):
yao dong de zhen xi. bu yao deng dao shi qu hou cai lai hou hui. na, yi jing tai chi le.
do what you really want to do or say what you want to when you have the chance to, cause chances dont come often.

ahh fuck. i just dont know how to pen down my feelings into words,
but i know deep down inside of me, i know whats bothering me and causing chaos in my thoughts.

dammmn, i'm so effing emo now and idk what i'm talking about.
thank you bellebelle for being there and winston for being such an ass to cheer me up :D

2007-04-19T02:36:00.000-07:00

happy 16th birthday barry! :D

have been coming home really early nowadays like before 5 cause of teo sher min! i will win the bet man >:l
anyway, mummy is back from overseas again

yesterday
sian day. bellebelle and i had this misunderstanding which spoilt my mood
when lessons were over we were okay already :D
science test was okaay. didnt sit at the back and join them cause it would be too obvious and dont want hai dao they change place.
after all it was okay bahs. manageable.
prata at 202 after that and went to the street soccer court with bellebelle janette char and jorinda.
saw them play till so jing cai so janette and i joined in.
scored a goal ^^
watched the dance floor at night ^^ hidden meaning xD

today
brought handbook and pencil case only xD
science at bio lab was Zzz without liting )):
cashmere so zai loh. kp chow till so hiong.
lit test hai hao loh. should be can pass
KFC with char jan jorinda cash derrick faris winston. belle came later
went to st nicks pass waiteng her present. gaygay shyshy =X
bellebelle and i didnt want to go home so we were damn crap la.
we walked around all the terrace houses opp stnicks and talked alot of nonsense xD
amk hub after that. i went home she went back school

#3#3#3 xD

2007-04-17T06:45:00.000-07:00

ahh! i just read something
SOMEONE TEACH ME HOW TO BAKE CUPCAKES xD
tomorrow science test. nothing going into my head now la.cb.
i think i got low attention span or something like that la.
nowadays no matter in class or where also zor buey diam =.-

yesterday
sian day. shouldnt have bring books to school.
lit ssrp and geog got early dismissal.
sat at the back of class during history. arthur taught all the gay and lame shitz. then i went to di siao mrgoh. LOL
bellebelle janette and i sneak away from the stadium. just like another norbit situation xDD
took mrt from chinese gardens to bishan. the journey rocks.
caught beanbean. with them derrick and cashmere
homed.

today.
chiamin ms me in the morning >:l
science sat at the back again. siao manz. damn crap and found out some stuff ^^
english is siao loh. bag tio confiscated? LOL
xt and derrick de also. =.=
waited for shermaine after school but then change of plans.
went bishan with bellebelle.
bought mighty beans xD
sian diao and swinging after that so homed.
3 plus or 4 jiu reach home liao. like so early la.
not feeling well so wrap myself with blankets and jackets and Zzz =.=

2007-04-15T06:18:00.000-07:00

2.4 tomorrow. pfft. hope it rains.

suddenly i feel so sad that volleyball national matches are over )):
hidden meaning xD

2007-04-14T07:28:00.000-07:00

pictures!

once again, LEGEND!

eating during lessons rocks

CLASS PROPS

science lessons

'' hello, kill me. i am a pig '' LOL

class dance & props

charlynn loves me so much that my pic is her wallpaper ^^

2007-04-14T05:32:00.000-07:00

ee. so long bo blog liao.
everyday come home so late, then tired plus lazy Zzz

monday
nothing much got history test.
we all at the back there damn funn, but then despite ___ i think i still minus 9marks =.=
202 after school with janette charlynn cashmere kyaw and derrick.
damn crowded but we manage to find this table to sit we all gather around while wait for cashmere get somemore chair. some xialan old man just go and sit. ccb. i go tell him nicely he say '' your table then sit la! never sit i can sit what ''
he one guy hog one big table. his cb so big siol.we kao pei until like siao.spoiler.
training. siaans. i countdown and left on the dot.
help with class dance props. do till 7plus going 8.
we got chased out of school. hoho.
fell flat on the bed as soon as i got home ._.

tuesday
science so fun. do practical for bio. play with the BODY PARTS figure thing.lol.
math last period got back test paper. just fail.
damn disappointed with myself la. 5/20 gone cause i copy question wrongly ): class photo straight after that without netballers. make me more emo niaa.
stay back for the rehersal and props till 7plus 8 die
when i reach home Zzz
survived without phone

wednesday
= no study day -.-
english and math 2 free periods used for class dance.
have science also = no science.
class dance was a success! :D
went home with chiamin after that. sleeeeeeep.
survived without my phone

thursday
still in slacking mood so all i brought to school was handbook and pencil case -.- science like have lesson or not no diff. Zzz
VE so exciting. topic : sex O_O
amkss band GWH ! congrats :D
go amk hub after school with bellebelle shermaine and melissa. melissa so rich. raining then jiu take taxi to amk hub. jalanjalan. bellebelle sian diao jiu go home. tuition whole night for the lame oral.
once again survived without phone

friday
IAP rocks. both never moodswing today.
xin bu zai yen for the rest of the day Zzz oral after school.
talk to derrick while waiting damn gao xiao.
CHEN LAO SHI TESTER. omg O_O but hai hao la. i talk alot crap.
forget to take my handphone then bei da. LOL. waste time in class.
nonya with simin. go library. mood spoilt.
came down class damn childish with annabelle cashmere and chiamin.
omgz. so hilarious. go mac then home.
watch norbit again Zzz
sleep

post photos later =.=

2007-04-09T05:26:00.000-07:00

ahh. my legs and hands are screwed.
blog later, perhaps another day.
mass flooding of photos

twofive07 rocks my ass. lets get chased outta school again ^^

2007-04-08T06:04:00.000-07:00

Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian Angel
When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

2007-04-08T05:35:00.000-07:00

you've never understood how i feel.
selfish idiots

2007-04-07T04:53:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAITENG
AND CASHMERE :D
STAY HAPPY! ^^

another sian day.
tuition in the morning. just did my own homework and dont care my tutor Zzz
sleeeeep and sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep in the afternoon.
mummy is making me drink lots and lots of water and ~~chocolates~~ >:l

westlife songs are loveeee and i'm super excited for monday :D

2007-04-06T23:43:00.000-07:00

good friday!
didnt go for the class dance thing from 8-2
sians. like miss out on alot of fun la )):
why must not feeling well today.
sleep/rested almost the whole day and STUDIED!

ahh fuck. i'm booked the entire week after school the coming week ):
monday - training
tuesday - watch cedar play 3rd and 4th placing match
wednesday - class dance
thursday - science test
friday - chinese oral.

sucks. when to pass waiteng her present man.

youcantchangewhatsbeenandgone

2007-04-06T20:14:00.000-07:00

pictures from very very long time ago Zzz

gay nametag stapled to my pocket. but it is very liu xing now ! xD

familyday

class dance

chow's lesson so Zzz

listen mp3 or makan to pass time

whee. wo shi guai hai zi. no need stayback ^^

making paperclip hearts for peinomorepoo

eunice's funny art lessons xD

'' to have 999 roses, you must have 999 boyfriends ''

'' to have 999 chocolates, you must have 10boyfriends ''

'' to have 999 hearts, you have 999 you ''

'' to have 999 inspiration you must have 999 hats ''

'' annabelle wants to go shopping ''

coincidentally, later in the day. belle and i saw this on the mrt :o

'' bellebelle wants to go cineleisure ''

'' eunice wants to go home ''

'' eunice wants to go slimming centre cause the head is too big

after the slimming centre, head become slimmer ''
the renren on the left beside the slimming centre xD

i want >:l

LEGEND!

2007-04-05T07:52:00.000-07:00

went to art room after assembly to find miss ng.
but she not there. so just go walk around. then walk pass peinomorepoo class
they call us go in sit. siao sia their teacher Zzz
hope next year tio him ^^
do art for awhile till bellebelle came to look for me.
cabbed down to CCAB. 7.50 O_O no need makan for 4days already siaaa.
heng their match just started when we reach. so worth it.
they lost to ngee ann ):
less than 5cm away :D
went to TPY after that then pei cheryl to bishan.
homeeeeeeeeee.

050407
rocks.
science i do all the english homework i havent do Zzz
woo~ i can go off earlier for chinese ying wei wo hen guai xD
bellebelle scared me during recess )): late for dnt by 10minutes also no one notice or kp -.-
spent 2periods of dnt making paperclip hearts for peinomorepoo.
until the 50th paperclip my whole thumb went swollen and no energy liao xD
lit test. kan xin qing. my mood tell me put A i put A -.-

bellebelle liu tang for chinese while i continue making hearts.
went to wait for peinomorepoo assembly end to pass her the hearts then went 33 again.
eunice damn funny siaa. people emo also she can make laugh till stomach pain. qiang!
went to cine with bellebelle to get presents after that. spastic talks ^^
i have successor kay! little gaygay. her name is andralynn xD
went back to amk. walked around while.

arthur cashmere winston charlynn came. LALALA!
we went around playing nonsensical shiaaat :D
went to NTUC extra again~ bought snaacks to eat in class on monday
koko crunch ^^
alot of things happen in between. super funny siaaa!
winston is sucha sucker. arthur went to whack his lj then he still can elaborate on the elavator where it hurts xD
laugh till stomach pain sial.
decided to go home after that since i'm late for service plus we have no where to go.
saw a legend on the way home xD
<3>
rushed back home. bathe makan and went for service.

PHOTOS TOMORROW! promise =X

2007-04-05T07:32:00.000-07:00

finally got mood to blog man

030407
science i go sit with chia min. lol. chow lagger take sometime to realise
call me go back i continue sit until he bao zha. haha.
blaaah. last period math test.
hope dont make careless mistake, then you bao wo na man fen ^^
walkwalk around school after that. stay back for class dance.
see them dance and laugh at someone like siaoz.
play soccer with them using crushed can. play like =.=
left at 645 and went to find chiamin. wait for her finish her sectional thingy then go mac and home with her

040407
blaaah. english period go library. just realise school library got so many interesting things Zzz
___ catch my green ankle socks. call me go bookshop buy. siao la. waste mny
science never do workbook so chow ''punish'' me and arthur to copy the chapter summary. go check the summary then
we '' huh? like that only arh? ''
chow '' why? not enough arh. want somemore arh? ''
we '' nono! we saying huh! like that only arh. so much sia xD ''
n00b. copy 1page niaaa. i no textbook so from the front of the class just chapsiao walk to the back. no chair i go back front take my chair and to the back again. copy halfway then chow notice. omgz -.-

math. dont know why when mrsthiruman talking bout the test like got stare me like that. make me damn scared i do badly ):
assembly Zzz

ctd neeeeeeext post

2007-04-04T05:10:00.000-07:00

forbidden love

2007-04-04T04:58:00.000-07:00

just saw some stuff better not knowing.
no mood to blog. eeemoshit.
blog when i have the mood to again ):

less than 5cm away :D
the one and only thing to be happy bout

wasteoffuckingtime

2007-04-02T07:25:00.000-07:00

SUNBURNT! >:l
i loveeeee today. everything's the same again ^^
despite what happened last night. hate my home ):

everyone tio sunburns laa. lobsters xD
PE first. mr tok is soooo much better than potato la.
he doesnt make us run and let us play the entire 2periods.
janette kept bullying me during PE. she kept plucking the grass and putting them on my shorts and hair and i'm not allowed to take it out.
chinese gong han i rush then made a careless mistake. fk. must stay back liao -.-
sleepy sleepy for the next few periods.
LIT TEST CANCELLED ^^
history = playtime! bingo bingo + blackcurrent sweets xD
nobody listening to mr goh at all loh and he told us a joke that wasnt the least funny. i dont think its a joke in the first place la.
then everyone was like *silence.... AHAHAHA! WAH SO FUNNY SIAA!! -.-''
GEOGRAPHY 19/20! omgomg

oral after school. play and slept while waiting for my turn.
quite ok la oral. but dont know why i like NEVER nervous at all -.-
went to find bellebelle and we went to makan PRATA ^^ with mingming also.
went back to school and play volleyball.
then ended up playing at the entire netball court and digging the balls as high as 4storeys and preventing the ball from landing on the ground. super funny and fun laa ^^

janette talked to mingming while bellebelle chloe and i sat that singing background music for them. gay plus funnaye.
walk to amk hub then walk the underground shit xD. home at 730 :D

my left hand is as good as nothing for now ):

2007-03-31T08:03:00.000-07:00

today just sucks
and now, i dont even know myself.
should have listened to charlynn. if not for movies, i would.

i ruined everyone's day today, spoilt all their plans, loving dates and
mood spoilt. yaaa. spoilt her/him/their/your mood.
why didnt just ask me to fuck off. could have enjoyed the ENTIRE outing without a bitch/idiot/fucker/sucker along with you guys.

i know what to do already

all i wanted was a pillar of support. yangyang ):

2007-03-30T08:27:00.000-07:00

mummmmmmmmmmmmmmy is back after a week overseas! :D
sadly i havent been good and caused lots of troubles and for her to see when she gets back all so tired ):
stewpit brother fighting with me for a pair of pink boardshorts -.-

searching for something, that i know,
can never be mine

2007-03-29T06:16:00.000-07:00

it keeps playing in my mind.

2007-03-29T06:13:00.000-07:00

its fucking 10:50 now and i still have loads to do

i've only completed half of art and dnt.
and algebra is making me go siaozzz >:l
and study 2chapters of geography
and print for yangyang her darling's stuff Zzz.

bu yong sui le!

2007-03-29T04:09:00.000-07:00

i cant fucking believe i still have the time to blog
i have like art, dnt and math left to do and also study geog >:l
first time so gan chiong over homework siaaa.

thursdays are forever so daaamn slack. wo xi huan ^^
science for the first two periods. didnt really listen.
continued doing what i have been doing for the entire morning

i have been using penknives and scissors taking up minutes to help jorinda get the magnet out of the thing it is in. it was so hard to get it out and cause of that. my finger and hands suffered many cuts, but not that bad. at least i had something to save me from boredom.

after science, my table was in a damn big mess.
see those little red dots? they're those plastic shiaaaat stuff cut into tiny lil pieces Zzz

chinese after that. tested on si han's ge shi. hope to get full marks baah.
dont want waste time stay back after school >:l
kept looking out the door during the 2dnt periods watching people walk up and down.
then was VE. it started raining heavily plus we watched some stewwwpit video and all the lights were off. the perrrrrfect place to catch some sleep.

thanks janette! blanja me my makan for lunch ^^
walked up to fourth level with bellebelle then went to dance studio for the class dance thing. went for the gay remedial.
i will pon the next few remedials. i dont find it beneficial -.-
watched the class dance after that and slacked more.
went over to mac with janette derrick and bellebelle came.

me and bellebelle went to hide behind the trees to try catch janette and derrick in action but... heeeheee
i hate my voice man >:l
DOWN SYNDROME!
walked to the mrt with janette. talked about lots of stuff ^^
homed at 7.

its either you're looking too much into it
or you're just too blind to notice anything.

2007-03-28T22:40:00.000-07:00

didnt make it in time to watch ' The Dance Floor ' today
sigh sigh sigh ):

feeling fucking emo now.
plus bellebelle's feeling down.
munching on my second bar of cadbury this weeeeek.
chocooolate ):

/ps. no mood plus lazy nowadays. all photos at the end of the week

2007-03-28T22:19:00.000-07:00

dont really like wednesdays ):

always feel so dead and tired at the end of the day
plus i dread 2periods of math together. feel like all my brain juices go dry right after all the thinking and stuff.
chinese sucks more and more without bellebelle >:l
finally ate recess again. felt like puking after that.
maybe my stomach's not used to eating at that time anymore.
did science presentation after that and MATH.
did the math quiz and fuck, made a few mistakes in the first few questions already. shitz. gotta start practising already. my only sub that you bao wo.

continue colouring till 3plus. helped yangyang carry bags down then continued colouring. went up to com lab to do the write up shitz.
peinomorepoo and shermaine came. always see peinomorepoo there sia.
damn crap there sia
then __ fucking attitude me la. knnbccb.
totally blowed my top off.

talked to janette and charlynn. then played a game of pool with minmin.
sians. so off now. keep miss que and stuff. but now long distance balls more zhun liao. bh say will have pool as second cca :O
went over to nonya wok after that and then go mac wait for chiamin.
went home with herrr. home at 8 -.-

you'll never know, till you lose it
you'll never know, till you lose you...

2007-03-28T20:50:00.000-07:00

things to do
~~ICT project~~
portfolio
art
study geography
~~chinese homework~~
practice algebra
~~english comprehension & summary~~
~~math algebra factorisation worksheet~~
~~history worksheet~~

2007-03-27T09:30:00.000-07:00

the orh ceh on my leg become swollen today >:l
morning moodswing like shiat. want go toilet to cool myself down chow ignore me when i ask so many times. knn then i go infront of him and ask he got daiji say the same reason ''you dont look like you are urgent. sit down'' fuck la.
english so gaay sia. i sit down diam diam nobody can see my uniform no name tag no collar badge. then i start walking around then miss elina saw and question me. omg.
must write on paper in RED marker '' my name is deborah '' then STAPLER onto my pocket there. WTFFF?! so gay siol.

discuss class dance stuff after school so left school at 215.
THE TIME THAT SHERMIN TOLD ME THEIR MATCH START.
i gan chiong that i give up my lunch and lunch money to cab down to pres high.
end up their match is at 3 -.-
anyway the match very hiong. my heart almost bao zha and jump out.
cedar vs bukit panjang. kao pei. the bp jiaolian shout #$@%@# again -.-
cedar lost first set. then second set very close. 25-23. yay! last set 22-25 i think
congrats to cedar qualify for top 4 in nationals le ^^
home after that. DOUBLE DECKER 70 ! :D
when i needed the bus to be empty like the previous trip it turned out to be so crowded ):

pictures tomorrow pl0x. though no one is reading -.-

you'll never know, till you lose it
you'll never know, till you lose you.

2007-03-27T03:51:00.000-07:00

If Your Heart's Not In It -Westlife
I'm missing you
Girl even though you're right here by my side
Cause lately it seems
The distance between us is growing too wide

I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
The last thing that I wanna hear

But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it

You say that you love me
But baby sometimes
You're just saying the words
If you've got somethin' to tell me
Don't keep it inside
Let it be heard

I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
Girl I'll make it easy for you

But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it

How I wish I could take us back in time
But it's gone too far now we can't rewind (And there's nothing that I can do
To stop me losin' you)
I can't make you change your mind (If your heart's not in it)

But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it

2007-03-26T06:56:00.000-07:00

today rocked ! :D

yizhimao in the morning come guai lan. say me paikia and ahlian for nothing sial.
siao eh.
yangyang walked to 7-11 in the morning and got me cadbury! heeeheeeee
rained so dont have to run for pe ^^
went crazy disturbing people while they do their rugby stuff xD
chinese lesson. ri zi hao nan guo without bellebelle ):
now even chinese lesson must sit right infront >:l
influenced bellebelle not to go for recess. we spent recess eating CADBURY!
miss elina didnt come so SSRP. spend it talking bout class issues.
lit then BINGO! (history). then geog.
siaaan. must sit on floor. LOL. then find bellebelle after school.

makan at mac then go class talk to wenxiu and jia qi xD
wen xiu went off and we went to amk playground to play swing. hoggers Zzz
went to play at the playground at mac drivethrough. funnn !
then did homework with jiaqi while bellebelle went to swing.
went over after finishing. omg. funfunfun!!
but i got injured >:l
went library to study after that. homed at 8 ^^

PICTUREEEES TOMORROW ^^

2007-03-26T06:19:00.000-07:00

amkssTUBA` chiamin. says:
why

amkssTUBA` chiamin. says:
whats wrong with your leg

amkssTUBA` chiamin.
haha

amkssTUBA` chiamin. says:
JIAQI IMPOSTER

emokid. says:
go away~

amkssTUBA` chiamin. says:
DONT TIHNK I DONT KNOW

emokid. says:
go away~

amkssTUBA` chiamin. says:
JIAQI NOT SO RUDE ONE LO!!!

amkssTUBA` chiamin. says:
WHAHAHA

emokid. says:
go away~

amkssTUBA` chiamin. says:
I CAN IMAGINE YOU SAYING THAT LA!!

amkssTUBA` chiamin. says:
SO CUTE!!!

emokid. says:
go away~

emokid. says:
omg

emokid. says:
-.-

amkssTUBA` chiamin. says:
-PINCHES CHEEKS-

people & babies! please do beware of PEAR CHIAMIN.
she is paedophile.
now she psycho jiaqi and wen xiu and bombard me with '' so cute! '' the entire day and and '' say charcoal! say charcoal! ''
so do beware people ^^

2007-03-25T06:18:00.000-07:00

yangyang ! ^^
yangyang walking to 7-11 before school to buy cadbury chocolates for me!
yangyang wan sui ! <3

/p.s it is still 9months more to christmas xD
/p.s.s approx 10 more hours to cadbury ! :D
/p.s.s.s i am blogging multiple post like shiat. every 5minutes *slaps

2007-03-25T06:00:00.000-07:00

ROAR! i want cadbury chocolates >:l

stewwpit house. have all kinds of chocolate except cadbury.
I DEMAND CADBURY >:l
gaygay says '' want cadbury? ask the dick. '' HAHA! -.-
fyi. gaygay is none other than.. ME!

i love bellebelle.
we whole day xin ling xiang tong.
keep doing the same stuff and she keeps multi posting at the same time as me.
awww <3

If Your Heart's Not In It

2007-03-25T05:04:00.000-07:00

ahhh~ i was watching youtube and somehow got led to some pokemon video.
cheats to catch meww. waaaaaaaaahaha.
i'm going to diggggggg out my gameboy and start catching mew. muahaha!
i know i'm childish.

i havent finished a single homework.
i know i rock ^^

2007-03-25T03:26:00.000-07:00

i becoming moreeeeeeee pig siol.
sleeeeep whole afternoooon still feel tired O.O

went hospital to visit my greatgrandma in the afternoon.
the smell sucks like shiaaaaaaat.
whatthefuck. i so tired plus not feeling well so sleeeeeep for one hour plus at the sofa there -.-

daaaddy gave me one whole stack of 10dollar notes to pay for my piaaaaano books.
went to count and OMFG O_O 80bucks. that means my allowance 65 for the week. shiok sekali.
go for piaaaano lessons half an hour EARLIER. cher say i crazy >:l
then who know sia. buy new book somemore. 23 BUCKS. siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaao!
total 40bucks off my allowance. FUCCCCCCCCCK!
conclusion is my allowance is no big diff after all -.-

weeeekends over. siandiao. stewwwpit sia. i dont look foward to school
my place still right infront teacher's table plus going to put me right infront from tomorrow for chinese period >:[
and i will be far far away from bellebelle.

to conclude this post.
it is full of randomness and i just refuse to study and do homework ^^b

2007-03-25T01:49:00.000-07:00

145 nowwwwww
chiamin just went too sleeeeeeeeeep.

mummmmmmmmmmmy's going overseas next week o.O
and i'm gonna be seperated from bellebelle duringggg chinese lessons >:l
roaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar. gaygay goes mad.

i'm not the least motivated to study. LALALA~
i dont care how bored i am.
SAY NO TO ~~STUDYING!~~
i am supa randomz -.-
i cant sleeeep man. stupid asshole. slept for the whole afternoon till 730.
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

/p.s IT IS 9MONTHS TO CHRISTMAS! lalala

2007-03-24T09:37:00.000-07:00

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bellebelle didnt come to school ]:
drama in the morning then art.
miss ng again sort of isolate me again -.-
felt damn terrible while doing math journal writing.
what else, gastrics again but it was worth. saved 14bucks this week ^^
getting so weak. almost everyday i am feeling unwell la -.-
history was fun. janette and i played bingo. got really high :D

went home after school ALONE! loner rocks!
sleep all the way till 530 then get ready go for the streaming talk

streaming talk
saw liko they all at gate. then saw yangyang :D
fuck sia. my lips cracked then bleeding. then got tissue over my mouth
simin say i looked damn guai that time -.-
parents go up hall sit down while i run go mac find jan they all.
run back school and sit at gallery. so sian sia.

so crap around the school

then go down play pool.today so suey la. give alot of free ball. i suckz.
go up gallery again. talk nonsense with yeeling maybelline and karen.
hah. then karen so shocked my hand so small can stretch one octave.

talk over liao so gay sia. outside hall got refreshments then there got jan char and my parents. then char ask us to prove to her mum '' mr chow teaching got problem right? '' then we all nod and yaaaa!
then i do the same. damn gay sia

out of 7 teachers, parents talk to 4 -.-.
chow never talk good or bad. hai hao.
mrs thiruman the best loh. all good comments. say i now work hard and on the right track. wahaha! ^^ (cause i most guai her period xD)
chenlaoshi damn honest loh. first thing say already is i sit right at the back keep talk to yixuan -.- from next lesson must sit right infront. seperate me from bellebelle >;l (i second most guai de lesson also mei you yong -.-)
misselina hai hao loh. say put me right infront the teachers table already but i still keep turn back -.- and my results got improvement and must read more -.-
blahblah until 9 plus then go home.

damn fking emo at night

blast music with earpiece on.

they fall ):

slept at 3

now, dont prove me wrong

2007-03-23T19:51:00.000-07:00

emo fuck.

why is it that everytime this happens,i change to a completely different person
someone even i myself cant understand.

blasting music but so numb to it. cant feel a thing.
i might think i was crazy if i listened this volume the next day.
i have split personalities -.-

2007-03-23T00:46:00.000-07:00

streaming talk at school later. 630 Zzz.
siansation. blog tonight if i dont die ^^

today school was a little sucky.
bellebelle didnt come ]:

2007-03-22T05:47:00.001-07:00

fuck. emo ]:

2007-03-22T05:32:00.000-07:00

oh ya. it rained just now.
I BROUGHT UMBRELLAS, but didnt use it )):

2007-03-22T02:45:00.000-07:00

today nice nice nice :D

tried re-doing the class tee thingy in class again.
can say it was quite a success? xD
science go com lab for two periods. wheeeee
chinese chenlaoshi ding zhen zuo ye! safe. phew~
dnt after recess. did my presentation. omfgz. miss out a few points >:l
VE was da bestz. went to the hall to play senseless games.
'' honey. i love you. would you please smile? '' xD haha !
me hardcore daaaaosterz.
went crazy over that line after school. slacked around then da bao-ed mac with bellebelle before going over to phs.

shermin shy to talk to bellebelle! xD
was disappointed at first but a lil while later, belle started shaking me and telling me to look out
____ came ! :D couldnt stop myself from smiling after that
then kept using that line to kajiao people xDD
congrats to cedar for winning. jiayou :D
____ went soon after the match ):
then stayed on to see bukit panjang vs nanyang.
siao sia. so close the scores.

nanyang win first set then BP then last set 23-23 then BP won 25-23

BP jiaolian siao one. keep shouting. '' EH!! I TELL YOU. YOU ARE DUMB! YOU ARE DUMB! '', '' F!! '' & ''SIAO!'' bellebelle must tok diao xD
laojiao go copy the jiaolian till damn funny sial. they damn crappy and funny people. always make my day daaaaaaaaaaaamn happy siol ! xD
homed. DOUBLE DECKER 70 :D

no one sat at the top. so i was the only one.
the perfect place and environment to become eemo. blasted music till i got home

/p.s i'm happy today :D

i dont know what i want but, _ _____ ___ __ _____ _______ ___

2007-03-21T04:48:00.001-07:00

leaving that conversation open...
waiting for it to blink

2007-03-21T04:41:00.001-07:00

talking to bellebelle punches some life into me xD
suddenly remembered bout this

'' hi ii am xiiaoemokiidx '' xD
belle is xiiaobellebelle xD

just trying to zihigh myself ):

2007-03-21T02:51:00.000-07:00

cant wait for tomorrow :D

the day was horrible ):
had slight fever, a freaking headache plus the urge to vomit. dont know why i didnt want to go home =.=
thank God for the strength JUST enough to last me through the day.
i love love love chinese lessons with bellebelle infront of mee! but on the other hand chen lao shi so strict. dont really like it. plus i handed up my undone zuo ye cause thought she going to ding zhen. in the end never. i'm dead.
loner during recess. just blasting songs in my ipod with nobody caring. eemo.
being a loner is nice ^^

my mind shut off after recess. cant focus on anything. felt really weak and uncomfortable.
wanted to get home straight after school.
who knows the class stuff again. more quarrels, shoutings & crying.
i've got no energy left. i felt like i could faint the next minute man.
cabbed home. died on the bed ):

i dont know how to put this to an end.
the truth is, i'm feeling really terrible like this )):

2007-03-20T21:09:00.000-07:00

my life's so screwed.
what the fuck have i been thinking the past few days or what the hell have i been doing.
i dont really know what it is that i want. i dont even understand myself how am i to understand others? ):
why isit that everyday without fail negative thoughts about everything and anything will pop out in my head.
am i so not my usual self? that even mummy suspects that there is something wrong with me

yangyang, they fall )):

emo ):

2007-03-20T18:31:00.000-07:00

reached school at 715 today. thought i going to late sia.
yixuan was so sweet. bought me bread for my breakfast cause i always skipping my meals nowadays and getting gastrics.

change seating arrangement. sibei xialan loh. i damn buey song after that.
she put around me all the guaiguai diamdiam eh. want me die sia.
plus ___ bias plus kaopei me after that make me more pek cek. eeemo
recess just blast full vol my ipod ): eeemoshitz
after recess make few more changes. woo~ xt and lt sit tgt and behind me ^^
english lesson was fun.
bwahaha. now chinese lesson bellebelle will sit infront of me :D
make bellebelle go her weights training after school. so no more movie ):
but shi wei le ta hao. HAHA xD

gang hao daddy call me say want fetch me so okay loh.
qi ji ! reach home at 3.
sleeep. woke up felt super emo and started tearing )):
JANETTEYUEN! i need youu
parents at dinner now -.-
going to watch norbit now.

miss you - westlife
I can't sleep,
I just can't breathe,
when your shadow is all over me baby,
Don't wanna be,a fool in your eyes,
Cause what we had was built on lies,

And when our love seems to fade away,
Listen to me hear what I say,

I don't wanna feel, the way that i do,
I just wanna be,right here with you,
I don't wanna see,
see us apart,
I just wanna say it straight from my heart,
I miss you.....

What would it take,
for you to see,
To make you understand,
that i'll always believe, (always believe)
You and i,
can make it through,
And i still know,
I can't get over you,

Cause when our love seems to fade away,
Listen to me hear what I say,

I don't wanna feel,
the way that I do,
I just wanna be,
right here with you,
I don't wanna see,
see us apart,(see us apart)
I just wanna say it straight from my heart,
oh baby i miss you,
i do...

Cause when our love always fades away,
Listen to me hear what I say,

I don't wanna feel,
the way that i do,
I just wanna be,
right here with you,
I don't wanna see,
see us apart, (oh no ,see us apart)
I just wanna say it straight from my heart,
I miss you, i miss you,
i do...

I don't wanna feel,
the way that I do, (the way that i do)
I just wanna be, (just wanna be)
right here with you, (right here with you)
I don't wanna see, (don't wanna see)
See us apart,(see us apart oh baby)
I just wanna say it straight from my heart oh baby i miss you,
i do...

):

2007-03-19T06:26:00.000-07:00

chionginnnnnnng da dumbz portfolio now. wtf?
doing daaaaa self introduction shitz and i realise
i dont know myself and i dont know what it is i really want. ahh fk ):
eeemoshitz again.

school wasnt that bad today. managed to pon/skip PE.
however you wanna put it -.-
gastrics again ):
quarrel and fights after school and shouted like theres no tomorrow.
after that was fun. but i lazy to blog somemore
for more info read http://bellelovesyou.blogspot.com

anyway.happy birthday bro :D

2007-03-18T21:58:00.000-07:00

what have i done over the one week break?
firstly nothing productive
it has been MSN TV MSN SLEEEEP MSN TV MSN SLEEEP MSN TV.. and the cycle goes on -.-
fk. must start to adjust my sleeping time again Zzz
and do you know what day it is tomorrow? school starts tomorrow Zzz
sense that tomorrow will be a bad day.
ayeee. dread school to start.
i want pon school tomorrow, maybe just skip first two period PE -.-
cant wait for may to come, HOLIDAYS!

emopangsaaaaaaaaai )):

hope you can cope with all your coming test :D

2007-03-18T09:54:00.000-07:00

raah. a proper posssst.

holidays over in a blink of an eye man. monday go back to school liao. sian la.

no more sleeping at 2 or 3am and waking up at 12 -.-

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ponned training

MUSIC AND LYRICS! :D
its serious worth the money you pay. WAY BACK INTO LOVE~
was late so cabbed down to junction 8 to meet twinnie and caught the show :D

SEAT #3 :D
i swear i had no special request for the seat ^^
went over to bubbletea to wait for cheryl.
i still owe this girl her birthday present but she refuse to even let me pay for her waffle >=[ anyway, paid in the end :D
auntie bully me, make me buy bubbletea then she take my money xD
homed at 6+

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woke up at 12. there was nothing to eat at home ):
my maid and i went crazy and we decided to order pizzahut -.-
we were really crazy. we ordered 1large hawaiin with stuffed crust. chicken royale and 10drumlets -.- and we barely finished half. HAHA!
watched tv and stayed online for the rest of the day. Zzz

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woke up at 12 again and watched tv and stayed online as usual Zzz
stupid shermin called in the afternoon and made me so jealous >=[
I DO WATCH THE DANCE FLOOR. WAHAHA ^^

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woke up at 10. bathe then online awhile then off to toa payoh safra for training.
damn tired la. so sleep awhile =X
went to junction8 then go funland find yangyang. heng got bring jacket.
yangyang treat me 1game drummania ^^
play with her friend the bball machine. wahlao. siao one her friend. i shoot 60 balls in she alr 120plus. then like never ending throwing sia.
play 20lap daytona with yangyang, my right leg step on accelerator keep trembling la. wtf..
then rockfever then drummania again. go buy bbtea then find yangyang they all at neoprint there.

waste time there till mummy call me go novena find her.
mummy got me my shoes and got my brother's birthday gift.
wallet ji dua kang liao =X
THE NEW MEMBER! :D

though quite old model liao but have to find a pair of shoes. my dunks sole got 2holes liao -.-
happyhappy :D

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never go kim seng play poool with timmy they all cause mummy book me
mummy take leave to bring me out, end up she got conference call at home till 2plus -.-
wrapped my brother's gift and everything then left it on his table. finally come back after one week.

went vivo after that. ate at marche
walked around after that.

GONNA SAVE UP AND BUY THIS SHOE VERY SOOOOOOON!
homed at 9.

cut cake.
stay up to chiong somemore homework.

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didnt go play poool with timmy and the rest at kimseng AGAIN >=[
stewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwpig tuition.
wake up at 930 then chiong for tuition.
super tired so never really zhuan xin
homed. watch tv whole day.

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emo day.
went church in the morning. the new place which is super near my house.
piano lessons after that. lost my touch on pratical >=[
started on grade5 theory le. taking at the end of the year. jiayou!
homed and continue watching tv.
SO MUCH HOMEWORK LEFT! CHAP SIAO LA. i no mood do now.
emoooo )):

2007-03-17T00:49:00.000-07:00

~~'' its time for a haircut ''~~

a proper post tomorrow.

2007-03-14T01:28:00.000-07:00

eeee. 130am now.

still very boreeeeeeeeeeeeeed.

shall blog about my first two days of holiday when i feel like xD

anyway. shermin is fucking gay and love to #@%& me

thanks ah for advertising. BUT i'm so dead now. she actually went to ask her senior for #3's hotmail with that nickname -.-

2007-03-13T02:13:00.000-07:00

its 230am nowwwwwww and i'm still awaaaaake.
boreeeeeeeeeeeeed

my eyes fuckinnnnnnng hurts la.
better go seeeeeee a doc before the eyebaaaall faalls out or rots xDDD

-.-

2007-03-12T03:07:00.000-07:00

my holiday is totally screwed as expected thanks to that man at home.

church is shifting to somewhere freaking near my house. yuup.
went to queensway yesterday to look for a new pair of shoes.
lunched at anchorpoint and walked over to queensway. mummy spending quality time with me, why else am i not happy.
but somehow had a feeling that i'm gonna go out empty handed.
AS EXPECTED. stayed at queensway for 3FRIGGIN'HOURS. who in the right mind would. but yup, homed empty handed.
just wasnt my day.

i find mummy more understanding nowadays and shes spending more time with me and can sense shes trying to communicate better with me.
but on the other hand, my dad's just making me hate him more.
in the past it was always mummy who was screwing my chances of going out.
but now its my dad. he is somehow intending to ground me during the holidays?
mummy allowed me to go for music&lyrics later on. but he didnt even allow me to explain the details and just walked off.
obviously, he has never spared a thought for me on how i would actually feel.
of course, i'm not saying that i've not wronged somehow. but isnt it too much?
first it was the band concert thing. then scolding me on the way to school for no particular reason having me to break down in school. then it was just now
it just develops the hate in me ):

/p.s love toott :D

2007-03-10T06:47:00.000-08:00

thank you everyone for your wishes and lucks. thanks for your concern too.

lots of love <3

FINALLY! its all over

& the holidays is hereeee :D

i was so nervous bout the theory exams that i nightmared about it the night before -.-

woke up an hour earlier and continued studying. i was really really nervous.

sweaty palms and difficulty breathing..

got there 15minutes earlier. so nervous that i could break down la

brother called me from bedok cause he didnt come home to wish me :D

the hall consisting of 500 candidates at fuchun primary. i'm #99 xD

anyway. karen was having her theory there also la. so qiao. super shocked when i saw her la. she wore white pants and green tee while i wore green pants with white tee xD HAHAHA.

the paper was fine la. but i let nervousness overcome me la )):

couldnt calm myself down and do the paper properly so i went on to do intervals and technical names stuff cause that one i zui you bao wo to calm myself down.

overall hope i'd pass. i guess i only have 50-50 chance of passing.

left the hall the same time as karen then we talk awhile then she went off.

liting called and we discussed bout the paper. she'd definately do very well la.

homed. lunch. tuition.

homed and slept all the way till dinner. finally a good rest xD

it was so crappy at the dinner table man.

we were talking about which day we were all free and we should go out.

parents planning to celebrate bro's birthday in advance and buy my stuff.

while i was there talking about the best outing which is to watch movies and then play pool for the rest of the day xD

had this lame con with my mum

M: if want to watch movie must watch that kind where everybody want to watch.

i: WATCH NC16 MOVIES! then you all sneak me in!

M: starts laughing* ya. stuff you in a bag and bring you in.

then we continued talking about other stuff then we got back to the topic.

i: so sneak me into an NC16 movie kay?

M: whats an NC16 movie and sneaking in? isit a name of a movie?

i: EH DONT KEHKEH LA. you jag yourself la. you said to stuff me into a bag and sneak me in right. it goes to show you understand what it is. AHAHAHA! jag yourself.

brother joins in the teasing

M: shhhh! i drinking soup xD *paiseh

continued painting my cow after dinner xD

whee~ getting new shoes tomorrow. lalala~

2007-03-10T06:05:00.000-08:00

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAMELYN !

LAST DAY OF TERM ONE :D

will miss sitting beside joma & people around, winston weiting xueting sharlyn andy liting and derrick ):

IAP was quite nice. haha. miss sarah never moodswing.
ran down to class to get drama journal and strolled to art. late for a few minutes. didnt really care bout wth we were suppose to do. just surfed the net nia xD

continue studying theory during recess

algebra squeezed my brain juices like shiat. then english was funnn. i dont know why xD i wonder where will i be sitting next term ?_?

studied theory during geog. then some ah qua gave wrong info say stayback cause mrtan want give dnt schedule wait 20minutes then is false alarm >=[

sit the bus go yishun sports hall to watch netball finals with liting pamelyn maybelline and xt.

went off after that to novena velocity with xt maybelline and pamelyn.

go food court and makan lunch then ate ice kachang xD

maybelline siaocharbor la. she eat the hot spicy korean food then eat ice kachang at the same time. sure lao sai?

then play scissors paper stone with her. loser eat the tao kua. LOL -.-

go walk around after that. alot of things i want at novena sia.

not enough $$ to buy pamelyn's present yet so we went to haagan daaz.

then we went in to sit. maybelline guai lan with the waitress xD

cookies & cream & strawberry :D

wahlao. eat liao i damn full. my stomach can burst after that.

maybelline is gui lai de. eat the two scoops damn fast. after that she still buy squid from old chang kee. she eat finish squid my ice cream havent finish -.-

mrt down to bishan

maybelline trying to take pic of me

lol. maybelline posing for photo -.-

maybelline

xueting xD

they dropped off at bishan as pam's mum buying cake to celebrate.

i didnt go as wanted to do some last minute revision for theory.

homed very early at 6.

NOVENA IS LOVEEEE

2007-03-10T05:13:00.000-08:00

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chow was totally bias. he let wen xiu go to the toilet when i asked first just cause he claimed i didnt look like i needed it. was really down then.
finished my dnt artefact in 2periods ^^
botanic gardens after school was kinda fun but totally a waste of time.
if only they didnt arrange it then, could have watched #3 play their last match during the nationals ):

went all the way to botanic gardens just to test pH value of the water at the symphony pond. how fking lame.

we finished our task in minutes la.

terrapin ! but the water too dirty to see -.-

sharlyn and i were going crazy over the terrapins there. super cute.
then we tried using the pail to catch the terrapins. the guys helped. very funny la.

we almost caught one but realised that the terrapin couldnt fit into the pail. HAHA xD

the pail submerged waiting for the terrapin to swim near it.

we got bored so we decided to walk to entire botanic gardens Zzz

we ended up slacking behind trees on top of a hill

the guys got demerits for rolling down the hill xD
how lame can chow be maaan.

gay winston using distilled water claiming he is urinating -.-

VIVO BUS back to school ^^

mac with belle and simin.

walked to sumo house at central to find chiamin.

waited for them to eat finish then walk with them till to the library.

chiamin didnt want to go home yet so i went off first. homed at 8+

found out some sad news )):

theory theory theory

2007-03-07T01:04:00.000-08:00

yesterday is a sian day.
though the class commented that the science paper we did last week was difficult, they still did well being the second in level and msg of 2.3++ ?
BUT! i failed. haha. stupid shitz.
nothing much. studied my theory while waiting for chiamin's band to finish.
went over to amk central with jiaqi and her then went home with chiamin.
late for piano lessons and it was raining so cabbed down. 8 bucks gone -.-
kept counting the intervals wrongly. *slaps myself.

today
dad kept nagging and scolding me in the morning. for dont know what. just what the fuck did i fucking do la. i was damn pissed off but kept quiet till i got to class and just broke down. too angry till i cry )):
thanks everyone for your concern :D i'm fineeeeee already.
but so embarrassing la. second time i cried in school and second this year >=[

got back results slip. miss elina talk to every individual about our results and stuff. were told not to make too much noise and i was shouting? talking to xueting, dont have reading material and changed my place till miss elina ask me to sit one corner -.-

but as you can see. although i sit on the loner chair at a corner. i still smiling. why? cause i was STILL talking to jiaqi xDD

not too bad bahs my results. my distinctions all come from arts subject sdjajskaksdjsunusdf -.-
the special one super zai during science period. open defiance towards chow. wooo~ botanic garden thingy tomorrow _l_
went to phs straight after school with liko to watch cedar c girls again.
haha. we damn siao and we decided to take cab though its only down the road xDD
they won hua yi anyways
now i very scared to watch their matches already. cause cheryl will keep trying to take my photo and she very chor lor so i cannot snatch her phone xD

homed after that. mummy come home very early today :D
then showed her my results. just talked to me. say my science very ke xi.
I WILL JIAYOU DE. wahaha.
my maid rocks. i dowan eat then she go cook something else specially for me so that i would eat. HAHAHAHAHA -.-

saturday..3moredays. jiayouuuu xD

2007-03-05T03:35:00.000-08:00

raaah! holidaaaay is cominnnnnnng.
theeeeory also. saaaturday >=[

i want to play till i drop deaaaaaaaad but think my plans will all be ruined thanks to someone at home laaa. shitzzz.
made a movie list in my profileeeeeee. i want catch all all all !
and plaay poooooooooooooooooool.
and sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep. BWAHAHA

wtfz. why am i typing like this -.-
i dont want do literature Zzz
if i get another 2demerit need counselling and intervention by form teacher -.-
AYEE! see my mood first. lol. tata xDD

2007-03-05T00:51:00.000-08:00

WARNING!

LONG POST...

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL <3

long and hectic day.
went to church in the morning then to grandma's house for lunch.

jayden came and he became the star of the day. HAHA. everyone was so obsessed with him and taking shots of him with no exception of me xDD

i took like 60 over shots of him. too adorable xD

JAYDEN! :D

i found his shirt very cute too xD

this is what i mean by a star

we were going crazy over him while he was oblivious to us. all he did was play games on the phone -.-

lao yu sheng then rushed off for piano lessons. getting more confident for my theory exam :D gotta study my key signature & terms and signs and i'll do just fine.

went over to junction8 to find cheryl and twinnie :D

cheryl very bad. reject the jacket from me )): and then end up taking neoprints.

delifrance. but ended up not eating cause hua and i had to go and ALSO CAUSE HUA WASTE TIME :D

went to meet the rest of twofive. chose to take mrt to conference hall in the end.

joker winston forgot to bring his ticket so he went back to get it.

hua & derrick

hua is camera shy but cause i too pro i managed to snap a shot xD

i guess we made alottttttt of noise in the train and were very disturbing xD

derrick and sze ron shouting at each other in the train xD

waiting to change train Zzz

kua tio gui at tanjong pagar mrt. yuckyuck xD

reached conference hall

me and char very -.- so we damn amused by this shower tap thingy xD

toott jealous my hoodie. wakaka xD

the band concert overall very nice. thumbs up ^^b

discussing where to go for supper

and we decided...

cause its 24hours xD

derrick and i went to find out the timing for the last train and the rest chased after the train to raffles place leaving me and derrick behind >=[

first time i have sense of direction and found our way there xD

my dad started calling me and shouting like some mad ass over the phone.

didnt really care and just continued. ordered satay and girls shared STINGRAY :D

my dad started to get really irritating and continued shouting through the phone making a big fuss just cause there was school the next day $#@&%

suddenly felt so emo and just went off without waiting for the friedrice.

sort of cried on the way home.

it really sucks when you are having such a nice and fun day and your dad becomes a pain in the ass spoiling your entire day. FUCKKKKKK >=[

even my mum didnt really care.

homed at 12+. slept at two

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tried waking up early so that i could go to school myself and not having to face my dad. it was obvious i couldnt considering the time i went to bed.

i hate it how my dad tries to talk to me after being a total ass, but nevertheless, i was too tired to care.

was no different from an undead in school. my eyelids were super heavy.

haha. everyone was feeling so worn out in the morning.

2.4 run in the morning. no energy Zzz so i ran with yi xuan. didnt make it but who cares. i felt like i could faint any moment la.

english so -.- la. miss elina asked me to pull down the screen. wtf the string was all curled up there and i couldnt reach so got a broom and it helped a lil. then i couldnt be bothered so i just started playing and hitting it -.-

lit rocked. miss tan wanted to collect the assignment and 2demerits for those who didnt do
and.. this was the ''wonderful'' outcome xD

QUEUE UP ! xD

only 8 people handed up.

tried to zi high myself and started clapping

and drew this on the board -.-

then there was this surprise quiz on ''village by the sea''.

because i havent started reading the book yet Zzz i just tikam and went to sleep xDD. thought that i can continue my sleep during hist but goh bring us to computer lab and i very high there xD hist miss one mark to get a1 -.-

geo quite sian today. nonya wok with jan char and jorinda.

homed at 4. wo shi guai de :DD

i consumed alot of liquid today xDD

drank half of jiaqi's waterbottle after PE. then one cup of f&n grape and milo during recess and water from janette's bottle. green tea after school and oreo ice blended xDD siao liaaaao.

2007-03-02T01:35:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARTHUR! :D

camera shy xD

was feeling rather moody in the morning due to the previous's days events.
valerie fainted while singing the national anthem. super scary la.

my gay orange socks during drama when everyone was wearing white xD

felt that drama sucked today. cher also pms Zzz.

got bored during art so took nonsensical pics

what does this seem like to you? xD

the __ nurse at the other room during healthcheckup xD

math was really killing brain cells. started on algebra. all the numbers and alphabets make me feel dizzy. hah. more or less understood so ^^b
sudden drain of energy after math. felt super lethargic so caught a few minutes of nap before miss elina talked bout streaming and the combinations.
still dont know what class to go to.
should i take O' level music?
history test was fine. finished in 5minutes. haha.
goh was gay to mark the same script infront of me Zzz

junction 8 with belle after school and headed to phs for cedar's match.

CHERYL ! she huang that time very cute xD

their seniors came to support them and __ came :D hee but left very soon after the match )):
very jing cai but cedar very on. they won phs :D
stayed on and do i dont know what. homed at 5.

walked in the rain again ((:

not going out with janette they all tomorrow. sad.

and i owe alot of birthday presents ! >=[

2007-03-01T03:32:00.000-08:00

tagged by cheryl.

THE RULES
Each player of this game starts with the 6 weird things about you.
People who get tagged need to write a post of their own 6 weird things as well as state this rule clearly.
In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.
Don't forget to leave a comment that says 'you are tagged' in their comments and tell them to read your blog.

6 weird things about me:

i never nose bleed before xD
i could roll my tongue into some flower shape
i hate it when people see me cry
i find zi bi,emotionless and cold people kind of cool xD
i can play volleyball better with one hand than two. HAHA
i remember some stuffs when i smell the smell of something at that point of time. LOL?

i tag : SHERMIN. PEAR. BELLEBELLE. TOOTT. CASANN. SHERMIN AGAIN xDD. shermin to the power of 6 xDD

2007-03-01T02:08:00.000-08:00

march's here. the horrible month's over but the first day of march sucked like the first day of feb Zzz. 1month since my wallet got stolen but last day of feb rocked. dont know what i talking also -.-

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orange socks ! :D

had the first 2 periods free cause chen lao shi didnt come. didnt know what to do with so much time. ended up wasting my time doing nothing.
all lessons were slack with me very moody. till science came. my heart dropped after hearing some news and could feel myself burning with anger.

healthcheckup. assembly. nice performances.
ran out of school in the rain with belle cause of the many teachers coming after? HAHA. took 130 to balestier shaw plaza for our attempt to sneak into norbit.

ticket to ghost rider xD

#3 :D

went for our lunch at KFC. ulu~
then went back up for the movie. got our tickets checked and the damn person kept starring at us. so we had no choice but to go into the ghost rider theatre.
came out minutes later faking we had to go to the toilet. came out and he was still starring >=[ so we went back to the theatre. watched ghost rider and went to the door to peep from time to time. ghost rider not bad bahs. ended up watching finish.

ghost rider

so ulu that we could qiao jiao and nobody cares.

walked out of theatre found out that the #$@% man not there liao but there were cleaners(spoilers). we ran to the toilet then came out and dash into the theatre opp the toilet. got into some chinese movie -.- cleaner saw us when we came out. so we kehkeh and dashed into another theatre when he wasnt looking. got into epic movie! LOL. super hillarious. but we decided to continue finding norbit. and once again the cleaner saw us coming out from the theatre so he just shook his head -.- went to toilet again and we decided we should just go.
FAILED ATTEMPT ):

the very empty bus on the way to..

went to see the adidas warehouse and get to a mrt stop. found the shoes i want so i gotta start saving up.

mrt down to junction 8 cause bellebelle wants subway cookies.
my head was really killing me at that point of time.
got the cookies and decided to walk around hoping __ is there :D
saw shermaine and melissa twice then they stalked us. lol.
went to bubbletea then homed. slapping myself on the way home in case i faint due to my head. lol.
homed at 7+.
bathed and slept at 8. lol
the day was fun and wet xD cause walked in the rain wherever we go -.-
/p.s we had test the next day

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green socks :D

first 2periods science. chow totally pissed me off. whatever he went through for the 2periods, figured out i was sure to fail the test later on. talking about science. the bad news i heard the day before was..

_l_
fucking trip to botanic gardens next thursday.
FIRST IT WAS THE TEST TODAY THEN BOTANIC GARDENS SHITZ NEXT THURSDAY. WHICH MEANS I CANT WATCH ANY OF CEDAR'S FIRST DRAW NATIONALS VOLLEYBALL MATCH >=[

chinese recess then dnt. continue helping people cut their product while i havent started and got 1week left to do. i know i very zai. so cut until my whole hand red and a small cut. VE was quite fun. nonya wok with maybelline xt and shar. science test. flunk like shiat. if i ever pass i xie tian xie di.
feeling very very down then. shermin sms me say cedar bdiv losing. knn. cedar lost in the end )): and my dad had to call and %$!&#@ me at that time cause of the science test.
stayed in school and play a lil vball. derrick and i were spiking against the flight of stairs to fa xie. really good.
WO SHI LAO JIAO xD
wanted to play pool. manage to break one ball cause arthur let me :D
very pissed off and emo so i just went home.
talked to shermin on the phone on the way home :D felt much better after that. haha.
mother just called and ask me about test. got kao pei again la. fuck. gonna study for history alr. cant afford to flunk. CHEM CLASS HERE I COME.

#3 cried ):
sigh not there again...

2007-02-27T21:23:00.000-08:00

however i'm feeling now sucks.
just realise i like to study when very emo. it just takes my mind off all other stuff.

2007-02-27T03:23:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANETTE <3

hello peinomorepoo. find my blog le very zai. *nods head xDD

tireeeeeeeeed and disappointed.
start of the day already sucks liao.
first say science test tomorrow now change to thursday. tmd !
thursday school end at 1 they 230 then start? wtf. then thursday plan so many thing now must cancel all. then i cant watch number 3's match also la. 3 start, test 315 then end. i take taxi to pres high also rush bu dao la _l_ damn pek cek. then today number 3's match also cant make it so never go )):

throughout the day tried very hard to keep my eyes open -.-
quite happy with the results i get back today bah
got pass chinese. 31/50 :D and same 17/20 for math. but quite disappointed ):
but still thank God for the results :D
very sian after school and very mooody and dont want go home
so loiter in school and decided to finish all the homework.
waited to chiamin after her band and went amk central with her and jiaqi then homed :D hehe. finally go home with her.
home at 7.
very tired le. want sleep. ttfn
itootiredtocarealreadyhaveallothersecondthoughtsandnotrustatall.idontcare

/p.s i love pl0x xD

2007-02-26T03:02:00.000-08:00

staying up till 12 to wish janette happy birthday :D

i moodswinging like siaoz now.
dont know to go phs tomorrow see #3 match mah )):
pe sucked. potato swing more li hai than me sia.
recess i eat and drink very fast? lol one cup of grape 5secs LOL.
english i talk too much to derrick then she change my seat to the louya table beside hannah. but i think sit there easier and more shuang to talk. lol so stay there whole day.
literature proj 12/15. happy la. haha
goh very n00b. derrick phone ring he bo chap. lol. then me and amira keep scolding each other fuck. i go di siao her and shout '' MR GOH ! AMIRA THINK YOU VERY CUTE ! '' then he blur diao while amira malu. lol
geog fun. then jiu end school~

go mac with shar and xt.
then go training. jiaolian finally free to train me again.
play pool after trg. first time in history hit black ball in. i can go zhuang qiang and die already.
HOMED.

2007-02-25T03:49:00.000-08:00

HAPPY DAY :D

i managed to complete an entire booklet of theory practice papers from saturday night till morning.
my teacher was in a good mood and very happy seeing me put effort into it
most importantly.
I FINALLY UNDERSTAND INTERVALS ! :D
thank God for answering my prayers.
13 more days. hope i'll make it bahs.
OH YA ! my hair also very nice today. wahaha -.-
but havent studied for test coming up this week. JIAYOU HAPPYKID ! CANNOT SLACKEN. wahaha.

i just realise i get very high when talking to chiamin online xDD

2007-02-24T04:57:00.000-08:00

i cant believe i'm going crazy with pear now xDD

head hurt like shiat last night. i guess that explains the mood.
drop dead on the bed once i got home and slept till mum dragged me out for dinner Zzz
online and talk nonsense with PEAR :D
continued my sleeep till morning.
tuition and went over to grandmother's place for lunch and slack my ass off.
shermin sms meeeeeeeeee :D
no mood to study for upcoming test. JIAAAYOU >=]
came home and continued my sleep xDD
arthur hua was so -.- la. call me during drama during lessons.
math test was crap. didnt know wtf i was thinking la. spent 10minutes on the first question and only had 2minutes to draw the damn graph. completed anyways. hoping to still score an A1
walked to bus stop with toott after school xD

shall post random pics

arthur during art lesson. keeps taking my phone and looks at my stuff.
see everyone looking at the front? i cant really be bothered Zzz

this is me and huey fen's very own photohunt xDD
and the hang man '' neh neh '' lol

2007-02-23T06:04:00.000-08:00

dont feel like blogging bout the day.
so much for the last day of the weeek.
the dreadful weekend is here again and i have to fall sick again. fuck
maybe just post a few pics tomorrow.

cheer up bellebelle. i'm not good with words, neither do i truly understand how you feel when you're down sometimes. i will try my very best to make you feel better next time :D hope you'll understand.

2007-02-22T04:57:00.000-08:00

everything went smoothly today :DD
but i starting to hate thursdays and fridays although they end the earliest Zzz
hope i would be able to sneak into norbit with bellebelle next week ^^
my tagboard's somehow screwed. like the latest tags always gets deleted or gone for no reason? or isit just my com. errr...
haha. -randoms-
science practical for the first 2 periods.
liting and i the siaoz mad scientist xDD we play with all the substances given and do everything except following instructions. wahaha

limejuice mixed with universal indicator

notice the universal indicator part is more red. why? cause we went siaoz and started using the syringe and pouring whole loads of it inside Zzz

this is damn disgusting. it is soyabean and the universal indicator.
it isnt suppose to be like that. the yellowish part is suppose to be light yellow but we poured hell loads of soyabean and universal indicator = this pangsai ._.

i went crazy and wanted to gei kiang and do some density shitz and can see the layers.
so i took everything provided, limejuice, soyabean,detergent, fizzy drinks and vinegar and started pouring all together. it became to pangsai. LOL but look quite nice bahs ^^

and we continued playing while everyone was zhuan xin doing the stuff.
and, we managed to make some nice nice ones despite the disgusting shitz.

some wierd stuff i mix X_x

li ting's beautiful creation. like rainbow like that.

madness. lol

then was chinese test? man you bao wo so hai hao.
but very wierd la. dang wo you bao wo bie ren mei you bao wo. dang wo mei you bao wo, bie ren you bao wo Zzz. wo shi guai wu lai de =X
dnt make me so dulan again. waste alot of time after school walking here and there and drink bbtea
finally at 4plus derrick jio us go play pool. since not crowded i decided not get over whatever happened and just play since i love pool xD. so..

simin joined halfway and we played till 6plus. nobody watching or disrupt. song bo ^^ but today i play very siaoz. LOL. and keep wanting to hit my #3 ball in and say the white ball bao hu #3 xD

and the ''eh, now very dark lehhh'' lol. super gay.

first is me derrick team vs liting belle

then me derrick 1v1 very hiong >=[

then simin play with belle then i play with simin xDD wahaha.

leave school at 7plus. niceee.

#3 :D

2007-02-21T23:59:00.000-08:00

just getting away from the books for a while and decided to read up on my histories
this is not any emo post but just some thoughts..
so many things happened last year and i feel like this year's a total change.
is it cause everyone's life is getting more hectic as the days go by or is it just me?

all the stuffs like,
getting into those mini depression shitz and slitting my wrist like theres no tomorrow.
those calls, talks on msn, sms.es about the world cup with fenyx when we hardly even talk now.
everything under the sun me and liyana twinnie could find to talk about now but just a simple hi bye and some random topics nowadays.
not talking that much to cheryl.
how me and casann would exchange chocolates when i went to school on my own last year.
complete strangers with some primary school friends.
the meiji milk stuffs
thinking the distance between char jan jorinda and i is growing wider and wider by the day.
younotbotheringifieverexisted
practically just drifting from loads of people

but of course there are good changes too.
like how i'm sort of closer to some other people in twofive and getting to know them better.
how yangyang became toott somehow xDD
the talks with shermin on the phone
me being more honest with my parents nowadays
AND...

knowing #3 existed :D

2007-02-21T01:40:00.000-08:00

Zzz.
sick still go school )):
chen lao shi very nice la. she let me tang3 on the table and ask yixuan help me write answers on the board and chonghui to deliever the book to the front. HAHA xDD
nothing much in school today. sick so not that fun and never really guai lan..
da bao mac with xt and eat in class while do lit proj.
almost kena caught by mr ong. luckily throw all on the floor. haha
do until 5+ then go home. sian day.
/p.s janette i need you )):

hey bitch, i know you're reading my blog but you just dont tag. Dont think you're so fucking great and act like everyone owes you their lives and that we always have to compromise . If you think you're flawless go fucking think about it and shut your fucking piehole cause you're just a piece of shit. asshole.
please dont question cause i'll never say. And if you think its you it means you're somehow guilty,so...

2007-02-20T06:38:00.000-08:00

170207
slept at 8 the night before planning to wake up half an hour later.
my maid claims she tried waking me up till 9 then i got fan ying but all i did was to on the aircon and the next second i was fast asleep.
damn tired plus i was running a fever )):
slept all the way till 930 woke up to cancel my tuition and continued sleeping after that all the way to 11 plus. about 13hours of sleeep. haha.
slacked on the com the entire morning.
haircut at 4. nick sprayed red dye for me. HAHA. quite nicee.
went to grandma's place for tuan yuan fan. HOMED.
at 1030 feel very tired already. these days very easy feel tired? haha.

180207
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELLEBELLE <3
& also xing nian kuai le xD

went to church in the morning.
then off to grandma's house for lunch.
makan le. then all the cousins went into the room and they started camwhoring while i down there sian sian -.-

rachel driving us to relative's house

our yearly tradition to watch..

SOUTHPARK ! xDD

went over to mum's side after 2 episodes

big ang pao. woooo~

homed at 11. super tired.

got my hoodie which i ordered online already :DD

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190207

woke up feeling so bloody horrible.

mum's side for the day. relatives came over for lunch.

so crowded and noisy. just cooped myself in the room.

went to mum's cousin place. love going there man.

alot of games to play! :D

LATEST VERSION OF PSP.

to mum's uncle's placee. super rich la. bungalow at bukit timah.

check the place out.

mini fountain with fishes in it

a whole load of electronic shitz with aircon that is forever on Zzz

a room full of musical stuff. drums,electric guitars,amps
the cars ._.

swing thingy at the back

there are far more cool stuff but lazy to upload alr. haha

caught the grammys and the hot chick before going off for dinner.

gay candid shot of me. super sick at that time la plus i was wearing a hoodie in that kind of weather in coffeeshop area Zzz.

congrats if you read until here. you are patient xDD

ttfn. off to study. all da test comin' up.

#3 plays the piano too :D

heehee xD

2007-02-16T02:04:00.000-08:00

today is a haaaappy day although went to school with fever :D

my headache stayed on since the night before and felt super uncomfortable in the morning. took some panadol. jiaqi they all touched my forehead and back and claim it was very hot and asked me to go sickbay but i just refused.

classroom decoration. recess then concert.

dragon dance -.-

classroom decoration pictures will be posted on classblog.
slept a lil during concert. devolusion and sen cai so zai la.
went back kcp after that. thanks ah special one for the cab ride.
the guys were super guailan in the cab and if i were the driver i would seriously ask them to get out. LOL. so vulgar + disgusting. and disgusting means REALLY DISGUSTING
tkt gave ang pao. wahaha. off at 1.10 and bought some stuff before going YCK stadium to see cedar bdiv final :DD and to see cheryl take prize. blah.

#3 black colour de libero :D

shermin was damn fucking guailan. the whole time keep '' #3 #3 #3 '' me -.-
but luckily my identity is still unknown xD
cedar's match so damn scary la. second set play until 28-26 i think. but cedar still won :D
but their jiaolian still scold them.

stayed on to watch cat high vs fairfield. the match as jing cai as cedar's.

prize presentation and HOMED at 5+

dark clouds and drizzled abit. I DIDNT BRING MY UMBRELLA >=[...

wahaha still super happy despite being sick.
#3 cried after their jiaolian scolded them loh )):
then sit one side so emo somemore plus plus i couldnt do anything. RAH.
but after awhile happy liao. she likes taking photos. WAHAHA -.-

2007-02-15T02:19:00.000-08:00

feeling super excited now cause i found out something all thanks to my intelligence :DD
science lesson was fucking gaaaay.
was throwing chiamin's chicken soft toy all around class and guailan-ing as usual.
chow go jag me once la. then i jag him back with all my crap. LOL.
chinese. chen lao shi break record? by asking me tuck in shirt after 1month of nobody catching me. lol. Zzz
dnt i do until damn dulan la. twm ask me cut out my cow until so xing ku and he didnt have any idea when he ask me to cut ):
then got the lame IPP exercise. super hot and lame. with some bitch __ in there kaopeing and shooting her fucking mouth off thinking she always so damn right. so i keep diao her. LOL

the sealing up process

minutes later...

soon the class was dark and stuffy.

go watch bboys finals at YCK stadium and prize presentation.
go junction 8 eat and bought a new bag? LOL.
this week spend alot of money man.
HOMED.

itchy fingers so did some stuff which got me to somewhere.so happy :DD
i'm gonna improve myself become a happy and better person. HAHA and offer people my umbrella when its raining.
tomorrow how how how? xD

2007-02-14T02:40:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES EVERYONE <3

hehe. thank you simin for the many many STRAWBERRY lollipops
& bellebelle for the DIY chocs. muacks <3
xueting table flooded with presents like her birthday. lol
mr chow handphone ring during lessons. LOL.
kinda like drawing graphs nowadays xDD
anyway we received our target setting thing. so many twofive de expected to get 6 points. siao eh.
gotta stay back to complete chinese workbook ): then to junction 8 with pear wenxiu jiaqi li ting
was thinking what if i meet janette at amk mrt. then i saw her. HAHAHA xD
zhen you yuan. HOMED at 7.

haha. there was this very funny con with miss___
E: i regretted putting the 4(me winston weiting &joma) of you together. making so much noise in class. i thought you wont talk to john matt when i put you with him.
ME: people make friends. AHAHA.
E: now you even talk like him and laugh like him. OH MY GOD!

saw #3 when i was about to leave juntion 8 xD WAHAHA =/
and omfg shermin went to tell #3 that i thought shes cute. i shy already =X

2007-02-13T01:54:00.000-08:00

Zzz.
didnt bring my file to school today. so my bag as good as empty -.-
our class made a mess in the science lab.
band people went for rehersal so the class was kinda empty.
rushed out of class and meet bellebelle and we decided to chiong to CCAB to watch cedar's match. wanted to see cheryl play so suggested hailing a cab.
7bucks and we got there, just to see them play the last 3 balls -.-
shermin never kick me. WAHAHA
their senior #3 very cute xDD. libero somemore :D
cabbed to junction 8 with cheryl belle and their friend.
walked with cheryl to the market. thanks for the present <3
and i felt like shit.
VALENTINES TOMORROW! SPREAD DA LOVEZ PEOPLE!

yousuck

2007-02-12T02:42:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUETING :D

today was great :D
passed all common test except for chinese
the only thing that sucked was PE. doing pe when you've pulled a leg muscle seriously sucks.
went to junction8 after school with bellebelle. got lots of stuff including her pressie. back for training.
ONE OF THE THINGS I CANT BELIEVE SPENDING ON...

spent around 40bucks on this. HAHA. so cute right. so you yuan to get the last one on the shelf for piglet second last for eeyore and display piece for tigger

just to make my post today a lil more interesting, shall post some pics of what arthur derrick janette and i did at pizza hut on friday NONSENSICAL STUFF. so arthur started it by asking something. of course i'm on arthur's side and jan and derrick the other side.

this is what we happened to play with. kinder bueno mixed with cheese from the pasta added lots of chilli flakes pepsi pepper and the list goes on.
SO.me and arthur were dared to eat it up.

us eating the thingy xDD and off we went to the toilet

THATS ALL FOLKS. THE REST IS ONLY FOR US TO KNOW :D

2007-02-11T04:57:00.000-08:00

the end of the weekends. this weekend really rocked.

went out after church today.
parents were totally in a spending mood.
almost got my new shoes. just dont know what to get.
anyway, got myself a few DVDs to watch. step up's one of them ^^
went for piano lessons after that. though i didnt do practical lessons were alright. for once she didnt have moodswings.
finally found out whats the piece
got myself glued to the tv as soon as i got home. havent touched homework.
i'm back to my holiday mood. crazy ass.

/p.s ANYONE WHO HAS '' Schubert Impromptu Op. 90 No. 2 '' please send me the score at extremist93@hotmail.com. its one of the exam pieces for diploma this year if i'm not wrong.
heres what it sounds like
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-3WWZQyPs30&mode=related&search=
thanks :D

2007-02-10T22:00:00.000-08:00

just did some calculations on how long my savings for gifts would last.
i would be pokkai after vday.

MASS SKIPPING OF MEALS begins

2007-02-10T20:00:00.000-08:00

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2007-02-10T16:49:00.000-08:00

finally some weekend to look foward to
FREE from dnt :D
though theres still piano theory bugging meandyouconstantlybeingonmymind
finally went to see the doctor this morning after tuition.
FINALLY parents were not busy and brought me there.
tuition for only an hour. super happy.
did my own stuff after that. super tired.

the cocoa trees outlets are all around town area ):
anyone wanna accompany me down before wed to get some chocs? xD

2007-02-09T05:48:00.000-08:00

WHEE~
CASHMERE HUI YI HONG MADE MY DAY :D
thanks for the waaaallet <3

today was fun :D
came school quite late again.
IAP. i dont understand any shitz about photoshop and whatever miss ng is blabbering la. even arthur understands now. i'm the only one who havent got started ):

lessons were quite slack.
i dont know why but i like drawing graphs. HAHA
geography test was okay? secured 5/20 marks alr -.-
went 2A with xt and off we went to HUB with arthur.
janette and derrick came later. you know how bright i was.
so got xt's present and i went to look for some valentine's day gift.
went to pizza hut for lunch. kyaw was so hurtful ):
haha but he got bao ying already xDD
pizza hut was XT's treaaaat siaaaaaaa xDD
we had lots and lots and lots of fun. haha. right arthur? xD

went back to school. janette and i talked about my problems and stuff
and we settled stuff with jorinda. we're okay now :DD
went down to play vball cause the sound of the spikings were so tempting =X
played till 6 and went mac. walked to busstop with seraphina.
SERAPHINA IS NICE :D walk with me to traffic light and make a U turn home. aww so touched xD
somehow didnt feel like going home. waited and waited.
waited till 2 buses pass and i felt that i shouldnt anymore
finally took the bus at 730.
HOMED at 8.

2007-02-08T23:35:00.000-08:00

please cheer up :D
can win back de.
i never take part in tournaments so i wont truly understand how you feel.
and how depressing it feels like.

but i would be here for you. shoulders, ears anything
yao kai xin wor.

love you <3

2007-02-08T22:22:00.000-08:00

not forgetting.
it's been a week since my wallet got stolen

the saying : the most dangerous place is always the safest place
dont believe this fucking son of a bitch's fucking bullshit line. )):