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Sunday, January 14, 2007
piano lessons just make me so afraid of sundays, the days to come and so on.
5weeks more to my theory exam. i'm to fail for sure.
just came back from my piano lessons.
again i dont understand a single shit about whatever major minor diminished augmented shit thing. i'm gonna be so shit stuck there and wont have the time for my fucking revision.
i got my teacher so pissed off just now, or i should say every single lesson.
i'm a hopeless case. disappointing everyone.
teared on my way home. cant take it.
how much i wanted to voice out to my parents about stopping piano and stuff
i really cant take it. i could kill myself. its so hard ):
on the other hand, i'm afraid of disappointing them. how much time and money they spent with hopes that i'll make it till grade 8
and me wanting to stop at grade 5. it wont bring me anywhere.
so much for all these shit. i happen to be suffering from migraine today.
feel like puking but i cant. hen tong ku ):
but something to feel happy bout, 2/5 has a blog now :D
perfect prom princess & silver spoons. ;
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