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Thursday, November 23, 2006
i'm thinking too much these days i guess.
and my thoughts are all so negative.
and there's so many things to be unhappy about.
the stupid thing that i'm only allowed to go out once a week and its FUCKING THE HOLIDAYS
i get damn unhappy. its the holidays and everyone's out there having fun. yea and me?
i'm home having my own ''fun'' if you get it.
there's so much to do to have fun but all i have is part of a day?
and i was thinking why are parents always comparing results and all
but never compared how much freedom others have and all those bullshit
ya, maybe my parents are just worried when i go out, but have they ever really thought about how i feel about this damn arrangement?
i feel like i'm missing out on so many stuffs and drifting away from so many people.
WO HAI PA SHI QU REN HE REN ):
hai pa shi qu ni...
i'm afraid i cant cope next year.
2 theory grades exams and streaming.
i'm afraid i'll fail my theory exams and cant go on with my practical.
and i was thinking like how many true friends do i have?
like those that will be there when i need someone.
not those that ask me to cheer up just for the sake of saying it.
yea i appreciate it that you at least use some fucking muscles to type that 7 letter word
BUT if you are doing so, just stop it. cause i rather you dont say anything at all.
this holiday sucks. i aint having fun and its a torture.
i rather i'm in school STUDYING okay.
yes you saw it right. STUDYING.
TOOTT finally came back from camp. hen xiang nian ta
finally something to be happy bout' and just said all my troubles out.
thank you TOOTT for always being there with your ears :D
i should seriously just fucking die.
you'll never know
& no one understands.
perfect prom princess & silver spoons. ;
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