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Saturday, September 02, 2006
TODAY WAS MY FIRST GAY LESSON THINGY!
yupp. 10.30 - 5.30
it wasnt that gay and not as bad as i thought i would be.
maybe waiteng was right. it would turn out to be quite fun.
everything she says seems to be right laa. she told me to study and do my homework last time
and i didnt do or study. i got myself into all these shit mess. and started having the first Fs in my life ): ayee.
anyway. made neeeeeew friends today [:
came home enthu and teach my parents what i learn today?
and they got high cause i was listening in class --'''
anyway. i drank vodka last night annnnnd it was greeeeaaaat!
better than bacardi. vodka is seriously hawwwt! you drink le got the hot hot feeling
annnnnd you'll feel very wierd then you'll start sweating. cool laa. after 5 glasses.
my eyes started getting heavier. cool laa.
oh ya. after some thinking last night. i seem to have forgotten all these and making myself so miserable. no matter how much you love or care for someone.
even if your love for the person is wider than the ocean or the entire universe.
deeper than the dead sea.
the person has the right not to do the same back to you.
they can even hate you despite loving or caring so much for them
and another thing.
people change verry fast. it can even be a day or less than a day.
PEOPLE CHANGEEE.
they might be verrrrrrry caring. you mean sooooo much to them last time.
and now they ignore you. they're you're everything. and you're their shit.
i dont know how to continue. i aint pointing fingers or any shit.
it was just some random shit ass thoughts.
if only you knew...
you're fucking hurting me so much inside
if only you cared the way you cared before
it was all i ever needed through the darkest moments...
perfect prom princess & silver spoons. ;
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