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Sunday, August 13, 2006
i had trouble sleeping last night la.
damn irritating. i kept tossing and turning.
but anyway. i was very very high
today just sucked.
i am freaking pissed and stressed and tired of life.
its like now i'm only free from classes/studies on sunday
except going to church and doing unfinished homework
saturday i've got to wake up real early for tuition.
and piano in the afternoon. and homework at night.
now my parents want to take away my sunday.
they want to enrol me in this gay mindchamps thingy.
thinking it'll help me. i'm seriously so fucking not keen about it
and today we went for the gay talk. and i siasuey got chosen for dumb ass trg.
so they were thinking it would benefit me so much.
how long is one fucking session?
10 - 5.30. my whole sunday would be gone.
and that means i've got to miss church also.
like wtf. damn it la. all you fuggers. just leave me alone la.
if they really enrol me in this gay shit. i'll go mad.
7 days a week and i have lessons for all 7 days.
and i'm not those damn ass nerds. i'll die living a life like this.
i'll go no where but for lessons. what kind of shit childhood life is this
cant i just have my freedom.
i cant choose either. i've been forced to go to this gay shit.
they've never sat down and talk about how i feel.
they only talk about enroling me in this dumb ass shit stuff.
i learned piano for 6years and it wasnt my idea to. i was forced 6years ago
and until now. this 6years i have interest for drums and only drums.
they never understand how freaking hard it is.
i have to practice something i dont like so hard.
thinking about the money they spend on monthly fees and examination fees
i cant afford to fail.
why cant they just understand how i really feel.
LEAVE ME ALONE ASSHOLES!
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